Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #23October 7, 1999
1. Opening Words - Alexander Aldarow
Opening Words (view on a separate page)
Did you receive our postcard two weeks ago, dear reader? At first, it
just seemed to be a nice idea, to send a lovely message to all our subscribers,
to hundreds of people world-wide. Later, it proved to be more than that.
Because, during the following hours - and days - I was receiving e-mails
from people unimaginably distant in a geographic way, but yet so close,
people thanking us, telling that it was exactly what they needed on that
somewhat gloomy day, that it was like a warm hug from a friend, and that
the message was very spirits-uplifting. I even 'guessed' someone's birthday!
To receive those responses was such an immense experience!
Our Own Matrix (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Our dreams are one of the gates that we discovered that can lead us
to the other world, to another world, a world where our most difficult
problems can be solved, our questions can be answered, but also a world
that lasts until we return to reality.
A special thanks to Aldarow who first showed me the gate, now it's the
journey, it's time to beat The Matrix and learn to control it for us to
be able to design it the way we want to in order to protect ourselves and
find the answers to our questions, even there...
City of Devil / Country of Harold Klemp - Messages from Aurora, Nancy (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
A letter from Aurora -
I am Aurora, dweller of the City of Devil, New York. I fully agree with what you have written about the NYC. It is the strangest place in the world. I have been living in this city for one year, and to be honest it was the unhappiest year in my life, never have I seen so much negative energy concentrated in one place. Manhattan is the doorway to THERE, it is the epicenter of the matrix system designed by devil to deceive mankind and distance it from the divine truth, that's why it is guarded by all kinds of wicked spirits and devilish creatures. Once a time the devil himself visit this city, the entrance is in one of the buildings either on the Fifth Avenue, or Riverside Drive, it can be the area near the Riverside Drive Church. Each visit of the Knight of Darkness is accompanied by strange rituals and ceremonies. Most of them are done on the astral plane, so you can't see them, but you can strongly fell their presence, and it is terrifying. The most painful aspect of living in NYC is the danger of loosing connection with God, the city is blocked by astral shield, that's why many prayers here can't reach destination. I was struggling for year to find my way through, I feel really devastated and entrapped. But I have to stay here for many reasons. At the same time I know that it is easy to live God in the safe isolation, somewhere in deep forest, or on the top of the mountain. But our purpose of life is not only to approach God, but to fight the Devil, the self-proclaimed governor of the Earth, to destroy his headquarters through which he commands his army, and false system of things through which he enslaves the people.
A letter from Nancy -
The changes in America as you noted in NY trip, are pretty much speeded up since 1983, and after. Once the Kal agents or Satan's crew (Ancient Ones) ECKANKAR gangsters rose up into power positions in this country, added to other psychic traps out there, America has much to face ahead. Especially from Nature. Due to human thought forms creating a reversal in Nature! I told you it is mankind's choice JUST AS IN ATLANTIS. HISTORY REPEATS! I told you so long ago, and prophecy is not a psychic but Spiritual ability. It is trained in ATOMS to work only for Spirit and through The true Master of the times (Darwin Gross) we do serve Divine Spirit and tell of truths just as Spirit shows us.
I don't dare focus on the negativity myself as its all past now, I am ATOM and we know to only focus on Sugmad/GOD and Spirit's Divine Light and Sound, or My Master who guides me too. There needs to be more clear channels for Spirit through the one Living Master to stop the damages, that's what I try to share with others, PROTECTION is needed to turn things back on the negative. It's so important to use the double edge sword of GOD taught by the Ancient Teachings or Path, because only GOD is the solution, or we go the way of Atlantis, again. It requires the true link up with God's Spirit from a GodMan. DARWIN it is, Only Spirit wins over darkness, you know?
What new thing can I say, but good trip, great insights, and what else is new? I've seen so much come to pass I guess mankind just won't be prepared or is not ready to save themselves.
Oh, yes as you may recall? I told you the Ancient Teachings of ATOM where in past times a mystery religion, Jesus Christ was a 2nd initiate and Teacher also, and the Jewish group called ESSENES we were and we are GOD'S tested and true chosen ones! Spirit tests SOUL until your able to battle on, with the negative powers who know to hide from the light or be found out even destroyed!
See? They must try to destroy the truth or CHILDREN OF LIGHT, if they can to take over a power hold and gain control over others who can't see them. I don't joke but many more need to WAKE UP! See and listen, to the living Master here and now! ATOMS are US ALL IN SOUL FORM, but one must start early to gain the powers to protect and serve Spirit on higher ground than Astral or Casual, even Etheric but WORKING DIRECTLY IN FULL AWARENESS IN SOUL FOR THE SOUL PLANE.
I started in 1973, I AM still in ATOM, with the one true Master living today, but I am an Ancient SOUL! One can't start too soon on the Path back to God, you know. Each must choose. There needs to be a lot more trained on earth to protect it now. For only a few thousand of people might survive. Sadly but true!
So, Alex, I told you also, about America being a different country than you where used to! ATOMS are born to SPEAK THE TRUTH ~ PROPHETS R' US! Few can understand us so I do known your truth is viable... It's a lot like the X-FILES hey Alex? You got that RIGHT ON!
In Divine Spirit,
PS No need to answer, just wanted to remind you I told you some things too. You don't need to share this e-mail with others but you can if you wish, too. I know many wouldn't believe me about Darwin but these true Masters from GOD are alive and working in Divine Spirit all the time on Earth! I see Paulji too working with Darwin all the time, and the pure white light of God comes flowing through them. The sincerest solutions are going to come from GOD or not at all! Many can save or protect themselves or be protected in times ahead. If mankind will change from old ways to new. Thought forms are too MATERIALISTIC needs more SPIRITUALIZATION! SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS.
Quote Darwin, "'CONSCIOUSNESS IS LIFE" I SAY, LACK OF SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS IS NO LIFE ON PLANET EARTH IN FUTURE! Sort of like your dream in another time ending right? Think about it! Changes in this lifetime can do a world of good to soul. To each his own I'm all for non interference myself!
Identified Flying Objects: Brain Wave Diary (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Well, Project X readers - this is it. October 1st, 1999 and high time we moved one paranormal topic from para to normal. The credit for this goes to Christine - thanks, Christine - who was gracious enough to allow me to share the answers received to her UFO questions. Christine insisted I, in concert with the ~(Wave)~, clear up the UFO question for once and for all. From this day forward they are to be known as FO's because they are identified - now.
Reference "Brain Wave Diary" (October 1, 1999)
?? Cheaters Never Prosper - It's our planet now, chumps!
Having a genuine sighting of an Unidentified Flying Object is the most frustrating thing I know of.
More frustrating than not having one.
In my case the objects seemed to find me rather than the other way around.
Of course, claiming to have had an experience is a fruitless, risky business because most people assume extraterrestrial beings are involved, little green men, etc., therefore, you, the sighter, must be demented, mistaken, drunk or anything but "normal". Unidentified means just that. An object which does not readily cross reference with something we can identify. Since having a documented experience with well informed witnesses many years ago, before UFO was even a coined phrase, I am adamant there are inexplicable things or phenomena still to be explained (thank goodness, I say). I was lucky enough to be "selected" again for a visit later on.
The waters around the topic are so muddied these days I can think of no way an individual could prove these things exist - even if you trapped one in your garage you would wind up eventually being disproved.
Kinda like grabbing a Lepricorn by the leg -- you will never be able to qualify for the pot of gold.
Now - My obligatory opinionated viewpoint *VBS*
Over the years I have concluded the objects are not extraterrestrial but originate from earth - just not from this time. (Just my opinion).
They (UFO's) make a terrible conversation piece and I lump them in with religion and politics as topics impossible to discuss objectively.
For (us) believers no explanation is required, for the non-believers no explanation is sufficient.
Christine was intrigued by my quote - "Over the years I have concluded the objects are not extraterrestrial but originate from earth - just not from this time" . This prompted an explanation.
OK, my conclusions are based mainly on analyzing accounts of encounters with occupants of Unidentified Flying Objects others claim to have had. Although many of these claimed encounters may be bogus I credit many to have had such encounters - starting with Eziekial. Time and time again there are commonalties reported - I will call these commonalties constants.
Some reported constants associated with occupants of Unidentified Flying Objects are:
- The occupants can emerge without the benefit of externally worn survival
There are many more supportive constants but these will do to make the point.
My main supportive point is:
Given that encounter reporters could say anything they please, I find it odd that no one adds space suits, breathing apparatus, extra body parts, death ray guns and a whole lot of other spacey possibilities. (If you are telling a whopper you may as well make it a good one - eh).
Also, I hardly ever see any reference to intentional harm to the visited and I do see a lot of reference to an attempt to shield us from the fear of the encounter. It may not be very effective but the thought seems to be there. Given their obvious superiority they could scoop us up verbatim right out in the open if they wished. The reported fixation with organ probing and procreation attempts is suggestive of a similar biological composition or shared origin??????
There is more but this is the cornerstone of my conclusion.
- Evidence in favour of them originating from Earth - Overwhelming!
Conclusion - The earth originated UFO occupant model wins *VBS*
Christine - I do have other (personal) supporting stuff but I will provide this directly to you if you do not mind! Who are they? What are they? What is their predicament? What is their purpose? etc.
More, more asked Christine, so...
If we imagine for one moment wo/man's greatest desire, (out of ignorance), it would undoubtedly be to cheat death.
In previous cycles of "intelligent" life on this planet this same desire was manifest also. As we experiment with death defying techniques we will undoubtedly arrive at a similar solution - a form of suspended animation. In the past - and I mean millions of years ago, suspended animation was achieved by previous "cycles" of this planet.
Suspended animation does not cheat death but does allow for vast amounts of time to go by whereby surely by then, (at the awakening), we will have conquered death -- or avoided a life threatening situation such as a major meteor /earth collision or some such thing. We will awaken and be "treated" for physical achievement of immortality or will have avoided the catastrophic event, thinking we will pick up where we left off.
Let's say that an efficient way to achieve suspended animation involves being encapsulated in space, suspended in a wide orbit designed to be maintained through exact positioning of the "capsules" between the earth and the sun. A perfect trajectory maintained by the gravitational effect of the sun and earth while remaining undetectable from earth. A poor mans time travel machine.
At a predetermined time or through monitoring earth for certain activity (atomic?) the awakening will happen and we will return home. BUT, when we do, we find our planet has been usurped by another variation of semi-intelligent beings - we will find ourselves evicted and displaced. Now what?
Well, I think we have ring side seats for that one.
Being disenfranchised from your own planet by billions of halfway developed quasi "intelligent" beings like us - so similar but different - presents quite a challenge. Your technology although superior is in need of maintenance and repair. You have lost your history, connections, infrastructure and support mechanisms - you may also have lost the meaning of your mandate, purpose and objective. Quite a conundrum. Some have crashed, some have not. Insufficient resource to knock us off but sufficient to explore alternate cohabitation possibilities.
Well, survival is the primary objective for all life, so no doubt they try to scavenge, study us, check out available resources and plan alternate survival strategies with what is available (us and our half baked technology).
I expect there is no script, just a "fly by the seat of your pants kind of thing". Quite a predicament.
Anyway - like I said at the front - this bit of conjecture is just for fun, something for the mind to play with.
By the way, their mistake - like ours shortly, is not accepting that we die to live and live to die. Avoiding death is impossible, so why delay? Death is part of our continuing existence process, not an event.
To be continued?
Love, Light and Laughter for your journey,
Wisdom from Rev. Karl Aull (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
(Forwarded by Mark Andrews)
We create vibratory possibilities about what we want to create in our world. When thought, feeling, and emotion become as One we reach our highest potential. Since feeling is electromagnetic charges moving across cell walls in our bodies, we are effectively moving energy throughout our bodies, as well as outside of our bodies. We have 1.17 volts of electrical potential in each of the cells in our bodies. This is the God energy within each of our cells - our power potential.
We experience IN our bodies BEFORE the event is experienced externally.
This means: WE ARE and WE DO CREATE OUR REALITY. The Essenes created an
equation to move energy throughout our bodies. It can be defined as a "lost
mode of prayer", unlike prayer as we know it. This information was 'tossed
aside', thrown away by early Christians, namely Constantine and his council,
in the year 325 AD. Basically, what was left to pass on to later generations
were the empty rituals.
If we had had all of the information extracted from the scriptures, we may have learned to tune into the Earth's vibration and worked with it instead of inventing internal combustion, etc. that works against the Earth's vibration. Amazingly, we have come quite a long way without this information. We have found it along the way, although we are not all using these methods - yet.
The Essenes lived by these four tenants:
1. Only One of us is here. This is a holographic consciousness, a pattern whole and complete unto itself which is part of a larger pattern, and on and on into infinity. Each time an individual chooses a new option this person becomes a bridge. They have created a new way which changes the hologram of human consciousness.
2. The Unity consciousness is moving collectively toward this rare moment in history. We have lived in polarity, duality. Each time one person chooses to move out of this pattern, the consciousness changes.
3. We have direct access to the Creative Forces of this world. This is the Essene mode of Prayer. See it, say it, and it is done. You directly access creation, you create.
4. We have access to a 'secret science'. It is the Science of Compassion, the most ancient of sciences that allows us to gracefully transcend the greatest challenges of our lives with grace. The Essenes taught, and this is correlated by Tibetan monks, the world's record keepers, that you must embody the thought, feeling, emotion and knowing that IT IS DONE AND IT IS TRUE. "It is done." We have heard "Ask and you shall receive ~ Ask and it will be given you." The actual translation from the Aramaic is: Ask without hidden motive and be surrounded by your answer." (Ask and see it done.) The asking perpetuates the event.
Instead of asking for peace in our world, give thanks for the peace in the world and change the world paradigm.
This is the time of no time. We are creating it at this moment. The Tibetans see nothing beyond the Kali Yoga because it is being invented by us as we live it. This is a very different time than our past times. The Essene information matches with the Tibetan information, which matches with the Mayan information and the Hopi. We've heard it used in many contexts, but this truly is what the New Age means.
The "secret" of the Essenes was "PEACE". The Masters taught that you could 'move the mountain' if you aligned yourself, and therefore your world, in a vibratory template. You can envision this as three circles, one on top of the other. The circles from top to bottom were: thought, feelings, and emotions. ( They coupled emotions with the physical - the body.) When all three are aligned and mirror each other, you are in your optimum truth and your full power. You dishonor Self if you say one thing and feel another, you have shifted out of alignment with your pure potential.
The Essenes asked: "How do we create a unified pattern in thought, word,
emotion and feeling in alignment?"
In the presence of peace you have compassion and love. ( Look at the Dali Llama's face! ;-) )
The "secret code" of the Essenes is " PEACE BE WITH YOU". The other part of the equation is: If you come from the place that what you are choosing to have has already happened, in doing so you have created the template of that possibility and that is what allows it to be real.
In both Hopi and Tibetan tradition there is a prophecy that states that: When the people of the Red Rose lose their homes and are scattered across the world ~ peace will come to the world. This has happened. The Tibetan peoples have been driven from their homes. And where have they gone? All over the world. And what are they teaching? Peace. There are no mistakes or coincidences.
We are transcending the catastrophic prophecies of yesteryears. Upon us is the shift of the ages, Zero Point, the Mayan and Hopi calendars of No Time. We are within 3-4 years, or closer, to this time. We are experiencing changes. We have lost magnetics on the Earth's surface. There have been major explosions of comets colliding with the back side of our sun. In 1997 there was a new signal picked up in Sucara, NM emanating from the center of the Milky Way. Two major ice shells in Antarctica fractured. In late 1997 an astronomer measured an explosion on the perimeter of our Universe second only to the Big Bang. There have been several since. Are these signs that new universes are forming?
There are many parallel/possibilities/realities. Revelations and Nostradamus gave us two possibilities. We determine which of the simultaneous realities will play out. What we are seeing IS NOTHING compared to the ancient prophecies, because we have already begun to change the paradigm. (As Above, So Below. As Within, So Without.)
There was a great deal of information removed from Revelations. We only got to read the disasters. In the Essene translation, from the Aramaic, John asks the angel, after seeing the catastrophes, how it can be changed. The angel tells John, "It takes but one person." Then John saw a totally different outcome, a new heaven and earth, no war, no dis-ease, no pain. He saw "living waters", a flow of love. He witnessed two different and powerful realities ~ disaster and a new beginning: living in Oneness.
Other information removed was a Gospel of Mary. This tells of Mary and her mother, both trained Essenes raising Jesus in the Essene traditions. There was a Book of Visions, two books on Adam and Eve, secrets of the prophet Enoch ( not the same as the Keys of Enoch), and twelve books of the Twelve Tribes of Israel. After this, the remaining documents were condensed and changed to remove even more of the true meanings from the bible because the council did not understand it all and assumed the people wouldn't either. At this time the Essenes seemingly disappeared. We realize now that they dispersed throughout the world and many ended up in Tibet as well as other places.
A closing thought. Become the Peace through thought, feeling and emotion/body.
Create peace in your body. This is what is meant by " Your body is a Temple."
Give the feeling of peace within you a name so that you can call it forth
for yourself and your world. that peace becomes a template, the bridge,
for this world and all worlds. May this Peace bring Oneness to all. May
our thoughts bring healing to all Beings in all worlds. we give thanks
for creating this healing.
City of Light (view on a separate page) (more articles about literature)
Meditation had always been something personal and private to me. The
first time I joined a small group (2 others) in a mediation, we joined
hands, shut our eyes, and in one breathe I was out, head falling forward,
nearly crashing into a large crystal cluster someone had left on the floor
in front of us. Someone caught my head as it went falling forward and the
tape recorder picked up my words. I came home and transcribed them here.
Isn't life a wondrous adventure? Laughing.
?? City of Light
Standing in the temple center
From the light beneath the sea,
For the dolphins have danced for me again
Shortly after this poem was written, wild dolphins began to "join" me
as I swam off the barrier islands of the Florida panhandle. To this day,
they meet me each summer, introduce me to their new members and bring joy
and laughter into my life. The "stargate", well, that is a story in itself.
three years before this vision I dreamed I stood in the darkness of space
and all around me we the multitudes of humanity, begging and pleading with
me to show them how to open something they called a "stargate". I had no
reference in my experience for the word or what it could have meant so
when I recorded it in my dream journal I changed it to "dreamgate", that
I could make some kind of sense of. But the next night, the moment my head
hit the pillow, a voice through the dream said, "No, Judith, Stargate."
I woke and changed it in my dream journal. As the years went by Stargate
became a quest for me. What was it? Then I attended a lecture to find it
was a pictograph, and as fate would have it, one I had doodled since I
could hold a pencil. To the Ancient One's who etched it on stone in the
Tanspecos area of west Texas , legend has it, it was a map home. Most of
the words I have come to understand, but the Mountains of the Moon are
still a mystery to me. I do know that someday I will understand even that
part of the message.
ATOM's New Opportunity For 2000 (view on a separate page)
The Chases in the Other World (view on a separate page) (more articles about dreams)
After reading my first article, "Our own Matrix", it won't be difficult
to understand this one.
(Dear friends, please excuse me for using the word "Matrix" so often, but it has become a word in my paranormal understanding, it won't be so hard to get use to it, thank you for your understanding.)
The past two weeks I was having dreams where I was being chased by evil,
people who chased me in order to harm me, friends who suddenly laughed
at me and made me feel unwanted, all in order to hurt me. At first I thought
it were the Old Ones, after assuming some of them are out of their prison,
maybe even killing children in reality (not physically, but making people
hurt the children, control in reality using the persons mind, make him
believe the bad and kill the children) as once been told to us, but I've
got to the conclusion that we became much more powerful than before, in
our beliefs, strength, and will in the paranormal and supernatural, that
the evil beings feel intimidated and are now in chase for us in order to
shut us down, make us feel afraid, so next time we won't enter the other
world, so that next time we won't be looking for our answers, so that next
time we will stay here in reality and stop the search for the truth...
because they have come to realize that as a force, as thousands of people
aware for their search, aware of the other world, the astral world, we
are strong enough to defeat them.
Sweet dreams, take care, fight evil and Stay aware!
A Web Site Recommendation (view on a separate page)
This week I strongly recommend you pay a visit to Zenzibar
(the pun, obviously, is intentional): http://www.zenzibar.com.
OK, I really don't like describing what you should see by your own eyes,
but just to prepare you: Zenzibar is an Alternative Culture Index. The
idea is so refreshing, that I liked it instantly. It is not only about
spirituality and parapsychology, the site managed to cover all the areas,
where an alternative approach is most welcomed: science, medicine, and
more. You will find there links to any page on any alternative topic you
can think of. So, it's set, then - I will meet you in the Land of the Alternative.
Closing Words (view on a separate page)
Almost forgot to mention - a mistake was made by me in the last edition.
In the article "America: Home of the Brave, Land of the Old Ones?", in
the description of Tiamat's third dream, it should be "We (me and Tiamat)
were stopped by a man who told us the winds have slowed up a bit".