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Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #44

September 1, 2000

1. Opening Words - Alexander Aldarow
2. The Encounter - Gary Voss
3. Red Herrings - Doug Lewis
4. Peace from Hiroshima - Steve Leeper
5. Heavenly Appointment Kept - Mark Andrews
6. Today's Mail - MoonFyre
7. Cults & Brainwashing The Definition Thereof - Lady Isis
8. Asylum of The Undead: Part VII - Comic Relief - Mark Andrews
9. Closing Words

Opening Words    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

Merry meet, my friends!

The last official day of the first summer of the new era has just rolled by, and deep thoughts are brooding in my restless mind. Have you noticed lately that the connection between your inner world and the outside reality has strengthened lately? It is as if the whole wide world in front of our eyes directly reflects and responds to our thoughts and intentions. So which one affects the other more? The outside influences the inside, or is it the other way around? And how significant is one person's voice in the boiling ocean of mass consciousness? We would love to hear your opinions on these questions.

If you may recall (if not, you can go to the archives previous issues of PXN), in the issue number 36, under the title Prophetic Dreams, we have published Maya's vision of a future submarine accident. Lately this one as well came true, as we all followed the tragedy of Russian nuclear sub "Kursk". Our thoughts go to the families that were stricken by the disaster.

I've realized that I'm running behind the schedule with the release of today's edition, therefore I shall turn the microphone to our reporters, but not before I make a few administrative announcements.

First of all, our Community X has opened the Q&A Forum, where our staff is ore than willing to answer any of your questions, of any field of spirituality/paranormal/occult/psychism/esoterism/metaphysics/and so on. The address is; it is still experimental, so be patient with us of the answer does not arrive in a week time.

Next, there have been new beautiful additions to our Gallery. You are invited to take a look, send them as postcards to your friends, and even contribute a creation or two of your own. Also, if you're already there, express your personal opinion in our dreams-relatated poll.

Lately, many have agreed, the communication in our regular chat room has deteriorated to pointless blabbering. This is sad and unfortunate, however some of us are still willing to restore the past glamour of our channel. There will be the usual Friday evening meetings, so for those interested to take part, please visit?our chatroom. Thank you, and have a prosperous day.

The Encounter    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Gary Voss    (all articles by this author)

You may, or may not consider what I say next to be of a sound mind, but I assure you nonetheless, I am not alone with respect to what I am about to share with you. Not too long ago, I had a remarkable vision, but unlike one as such that is related to someone who is asleep, I was wide awake in my back yard when I looked up into the very early morning sky (0400 hrs. - that's 4:00 A.M. for those who do not translate military time). As I looked up, I saw what I thought was two white birds flying wing tip to wing tip, descending at a 45 degrees angle from the southern sky over my rooftop, heading northward. As these creatures approached closer towards my location, the suddenly appeared to emanate a rather strange glow about them, thinking to myself, that this just might be a mere reflection, from the light reflecting off the moon, bouncing off of the whiteness of these birds, I didn't think anything unusual was going on there, as my analytical logic would have me to believe. (...was I ever so wrong!)
Just as I thought it was over, these creatures were not quite finished with me yet! And as I continued to observe, they had all of a sudden emitted a real bright "flash" of white light, and changed not only shape, but increased their size right before my disbelieving eyes! No longer was I seeing two white birds, as I did just a brief moment ago, but as I shook my head, and pulled at the haris of my neck in disbelief, I looked closed my eyes, and looked again, yet these huge beings of light were still hovering right over my head. They appeared to be massive in size, their wings must have been at least twenty feet across, and their humanoid glowing bodies appeared to be at least some three feet across, and 8-10 ft. in length! I just froze in awe and wonderment, as goosebumps surged through my entire body, as I held witness to these awesome beings. I also noticed something else very strange was going on during this brief encounter, I felt all of the hairs on my body standing straight up, and this odd tingling sensation like a moderate electrical current pulsing and surging through me, during which there appeared to be some kind of vortex air current just below these creatures. Just as all of these sensations occurred, suddenly I felt like I just grabbed a hold of an electric fence, or the equivalent of such, during which time something else was beginning to happen to me. I felt a sudden ringing in my ears, and this sensation of pressure, kind of like what you would feel, when being submerged in deep water, or going down a deep gorge, of a mountain.
As these new sensations became intensified, I started to experience a series of images flashing in a fast forward sequence. This new and unique visualization experience was like being in a tunnel, and watching a video being projected with a lot of bright light, only in very extreme "fast-forward". As the images faded, I felt a sudden reprieve of release, and shaking my head from the dizziness, and loss of oxygen from hyperventilation due to the physical stress associated with this encounter. I dared myself to look up and upon them again as if to say, "Hey, what was all that about? and why me?..." right then these beings began to move again, and as they departed, I swear, I thought I saw a "feathering" pattern upon their backs, now I really was besides myself at noticing this! Were they Angels? Just what exactly were they? I was thinking all sorts of questions to contemplate, as they began their departure moving northward, yet never did these wings of theirs move, in fact they just remained outstretched, as they continued to move forward, faster and faster, then suddenly like a streaking star across the sky, they did just that, and were gone like a flash of light that they were.
Since this encounter, I have never quite been the same, I have many strange dreams, more vivid, than ever before, about places and events, that are just to difficult to describe, or put into words for now. However as a result, I have founded a new Organization called "T.A.P.-T.E.N." - "Temporal Accelerator Project" and Temporal Explorers Network", and, yes, it has to do with Time-Travel, and a lot more. Many people are getting involved in this research, and we are still recruiting more members every day from all fields of life. If you would like to learn more, please send us your email request with "TAP-TEN" in the subject line, so we can distinguish the nature of your request.
Thank You.
Sincerely; Your Friend in "Time" p)'i4q4

Red Herrings    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Doug Lewis    (all articles by this author)

Three months ago I gave in to THE urge to complete volume one of my book series, "Excerpts from the Brain Wave Diary, a seekers guide to seeking sense. This has absorbed much of my "free time" in the mean time, so I have not done any extracurricular projects like submissions to your great e-zine. I am pleased to say the book, volume I is finished and available. The attached Brain Wave excerpt is a recent one and is submitted for inclusion in your next Project X newsletter issue, (if it passes muster). One note for the readers of "Red Herring", it is intentionally provocative and somewhat "tongue in cheek" so should not necessarily be taken as literal. If anyone is interested in early copies of Volume I of the "Brain Wave Diary", they can contact me directly for more information on obtaining pre-release, "hand crafted" copies at (

Reference: "Brain Wave Dairy" (07/29/00)

Beware the red herrings!

Given the obvious travesties in our world where every day it is easy to see the epidemic rise in nonsensical rationale, insane judgments in the courts, rage of every kind, injustice, and standards falling in every direction, it is also easy to imagine a cohesive evil force behind the scenes. It would seem some sinister collective is manipulating the very core of society in an awesome display of control, shepherding the hapless sheep to the fold of servitude.

Surely none of us would allow ourselves to be manipulated in such a fashion unless something big was behind it all - would we?

Dare I say it - a conspiracy for final mass control, power beyond comprehension, force of unimaginable magnitude! Ninety percent of the population here to serve the needs of a fortunate few. Slavery in its grandest form. Is this possible? Could it be pulled off?

Years ago, I wondered at how total control of the world population could be wrought and administered. It seemed easy to see the prerequisites of such a move.

What are the absolute requirements for an individual to remain alive? Take control of these and a sinister power would have absolute control of everything.

Unfortunately, there are only three things to gain control of that meet the absolute survival criteria, good air to breathe, potable water to drink and healthy food to eat. Controlling any one of these or combination thereof represents an opportunity to leash us all.

Fortunately, two of these are free abundant commodities which all individuals have easy ready access too. Gaining control of good air, good water and good food would be impossible, would it not?

No danger here then for world mass control!

How bizarre I would ever live to see the day when potable water, oxygen rich air and unsullied food products were salable and only to the fortunate - NAW, never - what a silly thought. Still, these things have remained my personal test for pending mass control.

The process would involve making almost all water on earth un-potable, almost all air un-breathable and mess with the food chain bad enough that a person could keel over with every bite or be paranoid to eat it, period.

Impossible to do, right?

But how would THEY quietly and foxily go about pulling off such a feat? We would be up in arms, resisting such a dastardly ploy, we would never allow such travesty, would we? Of course not, unless of course our attention was redirected away to other, more apparent and all consuming matters like real TV shows, who wants to be a millionaire, academy awards, sporting events and a never ending stream of religious and political jousting sprinkled with a plethora of junk science announcements.

A never ending stream of red herrings like this, might do the trick and keep our minds dim and occupied!

Oops, I have to go now and buy some water to drink, (I wish it did not cost more than gasoline to buy!) In Japan my friend bought oxygen from a vending machine to ease his respiratory problems, I hope my cousin managed to buy some more organic food at the black market.

In favour of a world the way a world should be...

Peace from Hiroshima    (view on a separate page)
Author: Steve Leeper    (all articles by this author)

I am writing to let you know about a free world peace prayer event that will take place in Hiroshima, Japan on December 12, 2000. I think you might be able to get our information to the kind of people who might be interested in joining us. If so, please let me know and I will send you a brochure. You can also find more information at: (use link to get to English) or (for English directly).

This event will include a beautiful lantern floating ritual the night of the 11th, which will be the last full moon of the millennium in Hiroshima. The next morning at 8:15 (the time the A-bomb exploded) we will join hands, form a circle around the A-bomb Cenotaph in Hiroshima's Peace Park, and have a moment of silence to recall the culmination of unrestrained power struggle. Then, after walking about five minutes to a hall that seats exactly 2001 people, we will say goodbye to the 20th century and, with music, symbolic action, and silence, offer a collective prayer that the 21st will see the end of war and a dramatic shift toward cooperation and harmony.

If you genuinely care about world peace, please join us and add your unique energy to the explosion of peace and love we hope to release.

One more thing. I am getting some help sending out these messages. There is no way for us to know who, as a group, we have contacted. If you get this message more than once, please understand that we are not trying to irritate or push anyone. We are just trying to let everyone know this event is happening. Please forgive our enthusiasm and just delete repeat messages or, better yet, send them to someone else. Thank you.

Steve Leeper
fax: 81-82-245-2051

Heavenly Appointment Kept    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Mark Andrews    (all articles by this author)

On a humid summer evening (July 29, 1997) at around 7:30 PM, I was sitting in a lawn chair at the side of my home when I experienced a most dramatic apparition.
I was noticing the slow movement of the light clouds in the Southern sky when my eyes locked on to a globe of soft white light that rested motionless against the backdrop of the passing clouds.
As I watched, the image of the Virgin Mary took form through the orb. She stood with her arms outstretched as if calling the world to herself. Just as quickly, the image changed to that of Christ on the throne of judgement.
Until something like this happens to you, it's not really possible to say exactly how you are going to react. I responded by standing and repeating the phrase, "Oh My God!" I'll admit that it wasn't the most reverent or profound of all possible acknowledgments!
The image of Christ remained in the sky for only a few seconds and then vanished along with the gentle ball of light. I was naturally shaken by the event and spend several hours pondering its meaning.
I prayed that The Lord would allow me to get a photo image of what I had seen to be able to share with others. This prayer request was granted quite unexpectedly one month later on 8-29-97 when images Christ and the Blessed Virgin appeared as I shot random photos of clouds. (See attached photo #1 below)

Today marked the 3 year anniversary of the Heavenly apparition, so I was naturally hopeful that I would be granted another visitation by Christ and The Blessed Virgin. I waited for the right time (around 7:30 PM) and sat in the same lawn chair; looking at the same spot in the sky. I waited for a few minutes and became aware of the sound of my neighbor's dog barking. I got up and walked around the house to see if he was barking at someone at my door. I noticed the young single mother from across the street heading for my front door. She was making a point of coming to let me know that she hadn't forgotten that I had loaned some money to her and to tell me that she would repay me as soon as she could.
As we stood there talking, up rode my friend John on his bicycle. He is a rather pitiful soul who suffers from an intrusive brain disorder that precludes his being able to hold down a regular job with any success. I've been paying him to help me a couple days a week with my delivery jobs. He was just dropping in to let me know that he would be at my house tomorrow at the regular time. I stood there (in the middle of the street) with John and the young lady on either side.
Both conversations ended quickly, and I came back in to my house with a slight disappointment that I had not received a visit from Jesus and Mary. I guess I was half way across the living room when I was washed with an energy from The Holy Spirit, and jolting chill down the spine.
The young girl across the street is a Virgo (The Virgin)
John's last name is Caluzza (he goes by J.C.)

"And the King shall answer and say unto them. Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me." Matthew Ch 25; 40 KJV

Our Lord and Our Lady DID remember!

1. SKY (Mary and Christ)
The image of Christ (left) and the shadowy image of The Blessed Virgin.
Both photos were taken at approximately 5:30 PM CST on August 29, 1997; just a couple of hours prior to the accident that killed Princess Diana. And one week to the day before the death of Mother Teresa. A lens from a pair of sunglasses was used with the photo of Christ.
Mary and Christ

2. ANGEL (Angel of Sirius)
This photo was taken on Sept. 8, 1995. It shows a female human extraterrestrial in the process of returning to her ship. We would think of the process as a "beam up". She is a crew member of a star ship from the 4th planet that orbits the "B" star of the Sirius star cluster. The Sirian humans have now begun a program of familiarizing the people of earth to their presence here as well as their relationship with us. They tell us that we on earth are the descendants of human extraterrestrial colonists who first came to this star system more than 20 million years ago.
They tell us also that there are more than 2,000,000 planets in our galaxy that are populated by humans; as well as another 7.5 billion planets inhabited by non-human intelligent life.
Angel of Sirius

May these photos bring you hope, joy, and all blessings

Mark Andrews

Today's Mail    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: MoonFyre    (all articles by this author)

Harmonic Convergence

Dear Alex, I have touted the joys and miracles of the August '87 convergence brought about for years, here is what I saw happen since.

Two months after the Convergence, we had the Great Stock Market Crash that caused the fall of many of the Patriarchal Finances. New York state had to borrow money from the federal government because of bankruptcy. Then Perestroika, the fall of the Berlin Wall, and the de-unification of the Soviet States of Russia. Countries fell and re-emerged in sovereignty. Many good works were accomplished through all of this heartache and pain. And we overthrew the Repugnant Party. Granted, we have gotten to know Bill and Hillary a little more than we wanted to, but we as a nation just became a laugh a minute, but now that is behind us also. We have gone through the birthing pains of new thought, rejecting the Nazism of New World Orders We as a people are very quietly taking back our control in this country. Yes, we are crippled by the Repugnants on the Supreme Court, but they will not be as long lived as the Democrats who all managed to die in time for that idiot Ronnie to reappoint his favored few and thank goodness the Repugnants drink themselves into early graves. The meanness that was so popular in the '80's is winding down, and the Cocaine Christians are now starting to level out and stay out of our faces.

We all know that Jr's campaign slogan of "Compassionate Conservatism" is an oxymoron like Nuclear Medicine and Happy Workers, but that too is being stifled by the good people who refuse to accept the gloom and doom espoused by Newtie and Rush Limbow, Arlen Spectre and that old fool Strom Thurmond.

I was filled with joy as I watched the New Year unfold around the world. People sang and danced around the world. They did not drink and mess things up, they drummed, sang, danced, gave homage to the Great Spirit and brought in a sane and safe New World Year. There was only one death around the world at the mass gatherings. In New York City, 5 million people awaited the arrival of the New Year with only 16 arrests in the 24 hours. We celebrated as a world of loving, generous, happy, respectful people, who had long awaited the New Millennium. I watched for the entire 24 hours and we were wonderful. I was proud of being part of humanity. The best part of humanity. I know that we can do it again. We are giving the Earth back to our children. We can control the polls, the electorate, the senate, the legislature and the presidency with the stroke of a pen. The opposition has worked for decades to bring depression, apathy and blinders to the American people, and now we SEE. We have no where to go but up and forward. We are doing it now as we read the words of others to give us heart and hope. Like your newsletter.
Also please go the and also to You can donate food and trees to the Earth for free. Please use these every day. Most people forget about these sites on the weekends, so please consider hitting every day.

Thank you for this opportunity to share my thoughts and feelings.



MoonFyre, thank you! Thank you so much! I love when there is a follow-up letter to an article I published in the newsletter. Indeed, the mass consciousness, as I was telling all along, is shifting toward self-cleansing, releases itself from the clutches of redundant absurd old values. The same process, I believe, takes place in Israel as well, although it progresses even more awkwardly. The society finally sees the pointlessness of religious enforcement, as well as the ridicule in the whole right wing - left wing partition.
Thank you for the kind words about our newsletter as well. I will publish your letter, if you don't mind, along with my response. Take care, dear friend.

Alexander Aldarow

Cults & Brainwashing The Definition Thereof    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Lady Isis    (all articles by this author)

The word cult has been bandied about for as long as there has been different beliefs and most people who use it have no idea the true meaning of the word and just how far reaching it is. The same is true of the term brainwashing. Do you think you are capable of being brainwashed? Do you think you have ever been brainwashed in your life? Do you belong to a cult? The answer to these questions just may surprise you... read on.

The New World Dictionary of The American Language gives the following description of the word cult: cult 1. a system of religious worship or ritual 2. (a) devoted attachment to, or extravagant admiration for, a person, principle, etc., esp. when regarded as a fad [the cult of nudism] (b) the object of such attachment 3. a group of followers; sect cul'tic adj. cult'ism n. cultist n.

The New World Dictionary of The American Language gives the following description of the word brainwash: to indoctrinate so intensively and thoroughly as to effect a radical transformation of beliefs and mental attitudes.

The media, as well as others who relish in judging others who do not believe the way they do, and those who just don't take time to look up the word in the dictionary, speak the word "cult" as if it is something to fear. Then you have the so-called and self-appointed "deprogrammers" who are convinced, and convince others, that everyone who believes in something other than mainstream religion is brainwashed and needs to be deprogrammed. Now take a look at the definition of the word cult. Do you see these people working to deprogram the Baptist, Catholic, Presbyterian, Mormon, Christian, Unitarian, and every other organized religion? No! Do they not fit the definition of the word cult? The very ones who condemn and judge others for their beliefs are the very ones who are also cult members. Do they not walk the same path in their belief system to fit the definition? And do they not also fit the definition of the word brainwashed? Of course they do.

Sometimes it is a good thing when someone has to walk in the shoes of the one they have judged and condemned. And that is one reason there is reincarnation. To allow a soul to experience that which they did not fully understand before and so therefore feared it and condemned it as being wrong.

Always align yourself with truth WHAT IS, not what you think it "should be" or "you want it to be," but WHAT IS. For when you as an individual, or as a family, or as a group, or as a culture adapt to what is true then that truth will support you. But if you go against reality what is true what is, then you go against nature, and it will destroy the individual, the family, the group or that culture. Always align yourself with the truth. Truth is your major ally. And what is truth? Truth is WHAT IS. Not always the same for everyone. Your truth may not be my truth. Does that make one of us wrong? Of course not! It just makes us different. And this is what scares the daylights out of people... differences.

We all must learn to live and let live. We must learn to allow others the right to choose and follow their own path regardless of whether we think it is right or wrong. For there is no right or wrong, only choices to be made and only the soul making that choice knows the reason for it. We are not to sit in judgement upon that decision.

Groups of souls come together in this lifetime to make their life-choices together, as well as individually, for reasons that is only necessary for their soul to understand. Do not stand in judgement upon these people for you do not have that right. "Judge not lest Ye be judged!"

So the next time you come in contact with someone whose belief system is different than yours, listen with an open mind and you may just become enlightened. For it matters not whether you are Christian, Catholic, Presbyterian, Jehovah Witness, Wiccan, Buddhist or Atheist, you are following your own path back to the Creator of ALL, THAT IS the Higher Power that created it ALL and of which you are a part of... for we are ALL ONE... we are ALL a part of the tapestry that makes up ALL THAT IS, and ALL THAT IS, is GOD/GODDESS/CREATOR... whatever term you wish to use.

Remember this if you remember nothing else: "Knowledge without kindness, courage and love has no meaning."

"Love one another as I have loved you." John 15:12

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Asylum of The Undead: Part VII - Comic Relief    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Mark Andrews    (all articles by this author)

[continued from the previous edition]
Ghostly Encounters at Central State Hospital
copyright 2000
A true account by
Mark Andrews

Part VII
?????? Comic Relief
"If it weren't for the funny things that go on, you couldn't stand to work here". That's how one of my co-workers summed it up. And Central State was, indeed, a non-stop circus.
There is a difference between laughing AT the patients and laughing BECAUSE of them. And if you work with the mentally ill and find no humor coming from them, then YOU are the one with reality problem.
I'm going to try to list some of the more humorous personalities and events as they come to mind "off the top of my head".

1. The CSH marathon runner.
Central State provided a number of different in-patient services. Among them was the DDU: Developmentally Disabled Unit. ( Mentally Retarded ) Our DDU was a strong participant in the Special Olympics. DDU residents were encouraged to participate in the various events to the best of their abilities. Greg was a fairly high functioning DDU resident. Aside from a slight speech impediment, he displayed few of the outward manifestations associated with the disability.
Greg loved to run. He had won a number of ribbons at inter-facility competitions. In fact, Greg loved to run so much that there was no stopping him. More than once, he had to be pursued by staff after crossing the finish line. His adrenaline rush was so good that he just couldn't bring himself to slow down.
One day, Greg invited me to time his dash from the top of the grove picnic area to the Evans Building where he resided.
"On your mark. Get set. GO!" And off he went. Determination in his eyes: winged feet akin to chariots of fire. He kept going, and going, and going until "BLAM". He hit the brick wall of the building and bounced backward into a reverse somersault.
Naturally, I was horrified at the sight, so I ran to offer aid. None needed.
"Are you all right?" I nervously asked.
"Yeah! Why not?" He nonchalantly replied. "What was my time?"
"Greg,", I inquired, "Don't you realize that you just hit that brick wall?"
"Oh... yeah, I guess so. I like running so much that sometimes I just forget to stop."

2. "His" and "Hers"
Joe was the ultimate macho guy. He had a preference for Marine fatigues and habitually offered a snappy salute to CSH staff personnel. Joe had a twin sister named Cathy. Cathy - as Joe informed me - was suppose to have been born with him but wound up living inside of him instead.
Cathy would appear ( through Joe's body ) a few times through the course of the day. She had her own wardrobe which was kept hanging on her side of the closed apart from Joe's. When either "Joe" or "Cathy" would go into their bedroom, you could never be quite sure which one of them would emerge.
One Saturday, Cathy decided that she needed to update her wardrobe, so she crawled under the CSH grounds fence and headed for the railroad tracks. She had a sugar daddy in Crawfordsville, and knew that the tracks to the north of the grounds carried trains that passed through that town.
She decided to take Ken along with her. He was a short, stocky patient with thick glasses and a gnome-like tapering beard. He liked to wear Hardee's bags as hats.
The two of them hopped a west-bound freight but unknowingly disembarked in Jamestown. They headed for a near-by tavern for directions. You can probably imagine the reaction brought by the sight of a transvestite and and "elf" making their way through the Saturday night crowd.
Cathy was a habitual flirt. It didn't take long for the police to arrive and take the two into custody. Nor did it take long to realize that the were AWOL CSH residents.
I heard the story second-hand when I came in to work that Sunday morning, but I was eager to hear Joe's account. When I saw him I said, "I heard you had a wild time last night."
Joe smiled with embarrassment. He shook his head and observed. "You know that Cathy. She's such a whore."

3. Love finds a way.
Jerry and Isa were sweethearts. They could be seen at almost any time walking the grounds hand-in-hand. There's not much privacy to be had for lovers at a place like Central State, so the two love birds were left to stealing intimate moments whenever and wherever they could.
One evening, Jerry decided to take Isa off-grounds to find a more romantic spot ( aside from on the floor of the broken down hospital bus that they had been using).
After walking with Isa for most of the night, Jerry found a spot that was to both of their liking. The two of them removed their clothes and took advantage of the plush provisions.
They were still actively engaged in their love making when the guy who owned the Cadillac came out of his house to go to work and found them in the back seat.
(more to follow)

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"Summer moved on..."
- A-ha

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