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Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #2

December 5, 1998

1. Opening words - Alexander Aldarow
2. The power of the stones - Rinor Zidran
3. The Seventh Seal - Rinor Zidran
4. Aldarow's latest dreams: November 23-24, 27, 1998 - Alexander Aldarow
5. Comments by Cutula, Tiamat - Today's Mail
6. Experiences by Tiamat - Lady Tia
7. News in the world of supernatural - Alexander Aldarow
8. Paranormal on Web - Alexander Aldarow
9. Quote of the day

Opening words    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

Great responses for our first newsletter! We must thank all our friends for showing their constant support. You can find some of their comments below. Also, a new feature: non-Project X member's experiences, a trend that, as we hope, will continue, toward an establishment of Project Y site, probably on
Also, great Thursday night we all had (Thursday afternoon in USA and Mexico, Friday morning in Australia; full moon, by the way)! Unintentionally we actually maintained the first Project X on-line chat, by the means of ICQ. Unplanned, however, it wasn't centered around paranormal issues; all of you will receive announcements on the planned Internet meetings, they might be held on Tiamat's website, via any IRC net, or by any other means. Anyway, the ICQ connection was extraordinary, we had Aldarow, Rinor, Tiamat, Jennifer and Tommi in the chat room; Tommi described his astral projection. Also, as if by a magic wand, almost all of Project X's dearest friends and colleagues were also on-line, including Ura, Aneta and Dan Kettler. And just as I said, "The only one missing now is Dale", he appeared as well, which brought a wide smile to my face; speaking of coincidences/synchronization! Rinor did his best to promote this new issue, while I (Aldarow) was trying to get more comments about the first one. Sorry if we were too nagging about it :-), but I guess the excitement was just too overwhelming.
In this newsletter we will constantly update you about the newest messages, dreams and conclusions received; we will notify you about the most prominent events in the world of unusual, that came to our attention, as well as events in the surrounding world, which might imply to shifts on much greater scale; we will bring you the most recommended websites on
paranormal and psi research; we will throw in some pearls of human wisdom. If you wish to subscribe, unsubscribe, send your comments, send an article to be published in the nearest newsletter, recommend a site - even your own - e-mail Alexander Aldarow or Rinor Zidran.

The power of the stones    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Rinor Zidran    (all articles by this author)

Last week Aldarow and I went to a New Age store, we felt the energies of the store breaking out and into our bodies. We saw there a lot of mystical things, pictures, clothes, Indian music playing in our ears, nothing was really new to us, but every time we see and feel them makes us feel good and positive.
One of the things that caught our eyes were the stones laid near the exit, we were about to leave the store when I saw Aldarow examining some weird and magical, colorful and amazing stones.
He explained to me the meaning and powers of every stone, we were both fascinated and directed our thoughts to those stones.
We decided to come back at afternoon and purchase some of the stones.
I bought an amazing purple stone called Amethyst, the same stone I saw in my hypnosis. (See the first newsletter - The hypnotic gate).
The Amethyst is a stone which powers are good for dreams and meditation. The second stone I purchased was a brown, gray, and a bit red stone called Jasper, which is a stone connects you to the ground.
Aldarow bought a white Quartz and an Amethyst also.
The stones help us a lot, me and Aldarow sleep with them every night, and the result:
1) A lot of short dreams, very detailed and very real.
2) We remember our dreams more clearly.
The stones have their powers and energies, we learn to share ours with theirs and to understand them.
Last week I purchased another stone: Agate, which powers are known for seeing and understanding the paranormal and mystical.
Next week... a detailed list of the powerful stones, their powers and abilities.

The Seventh Seal    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Rinor Zidran    (all articles by this author)

On Saturday, November the 28th, Aldarow and I went to the Dune, it was a clear day, a bit hot, the sun was up in the sky and the sky was blue.
We went and sat on the sand, washed our stones with the sand and its energies, we shared our energies with the pure energies of the Dune and then... something happened.
Wind started to strike us and it was now a bit cold, we watched the sky and it was different now, we were amazed and shocked of what we have seen.
The clouds covered the sun, but it was not normal, the feeling was different, the wind still hit us hard, the sky looked as if it was burning from behind the clouds, a fire in the sky.
The yellow-orange color of the sun started to spread over the sky and created what seemed to be a vortex. The clouds all over the sky seemed to form a giant whirlpool, centered above the Large Dune.
Aldarow recalled a psalm from Revelations: "And when the lamb opened the seventh seal, silence covered the sky". Associations now flowed freely: we were reminded of the silent black helicopters (Aldarow heard something passing in the sky at 2 AM, when there is no aerial traffic), of the Depeche Mode song, of other signs predicted in the New Testament; the lamb is Aries, our mutual zodiac sign. Therefore, if it was up to us to reveal the seventh seal, what were the previous six? They were:
1) A note saying: Beware the force of the mighty desert.
2) Words of power in the language of The Old Ones. (We wrote it on the wall of an abandoned hospital in the Dune).
3) Stop here - A seal we wrote on the same hospital wall that was directed to the high entities of the Universe.
4) - 5) Two notes Aldarow left in the Dune.
6) Cthulhu's picture buried in the sand.

And then came the seventh seal...
The right thing to do was to write down on that desert sand what we felt... the silence... I wrote down on the sand what I felt and that was the silence of the desert, the silence of the vortex in the sky... and now... something even bigger is happening...

Aldarow's latest dreams: November 23-24, 27, 1998    (view on a separate page) (more articles about dreams)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

1) Conspiracy dream:
November 23rd-24th
I meet four women in a van, and then a black man, and suddenly I remember, that all of us were involved in a conspiracy-related story/plot/intrigue; somehow, though, I forgot then everything afterwards. As me and my black companion approach an almost abandoned old house, all surrounded by weeds, I recall pieces of what happened. I'm trying to tell him, that I don't remember his name, the names of the others, or even my own name! I only remember a name of a woman, something like Berrette. I wanted to tell my friend, that it is only a TV series we are participating in (my variation of a semi-lucid dream), but I chose not to. In the house we meet an older woman, who gathered all of us here; as she goes upstairs, I'm telling her I have a question, not yet regarding the current conspiracy, but more general one: "Why was my memory blocked?" Her explanation was hard to repeat, or it wasn't said at all. As the dream collapses into another, I'm sitting in the living-room of my childhood in front of a TV set, watching a conspiracy series, but, alas, they are starting from the first episode, when the hero is still a boy, going underwater.
Remark: Was I connected to conspiracy already in my childhood?! And what does the gathering mean? Any remarks, reader?

2) Hypnogogic sounds:
November 27th, early in the morning
I wake up, then trying to fall asleep back, while holding the Amethyst. The stone works as a dream generator, since I have multiple dream visions: every thought is transformed into a small dream. Somehow amidst this dreamy festival I manage to become self-aware (similar to Tibetan technique of staying awake while body is asleep, once suggested to me by Steve Dubois; sorry for not replying, Steve). My body is almost paralyzed, and there is a bright light -- like in Hypnagogic state; I'm getting prepared to hear and sense presences behind my back, as it have occurred in the past. Instead of that I hear a distant voice, as if a stand-up comedian performing, since after every sentence spoken there is a laugh of an audience. I am obliged to state here, that no TV or radio was on at that early hour, neither there was any TV or radio show of that content scheduled, therefore the voices were of other source. Were those sleep hallucinations, something buried in my memory or messages from the beyond, I cannot tell you for sure.

Comments by Cutula, Tiamat    (view on a separate page)
Author: Today's Mail    (all articles by this author)

Greeting Aldarow,  :)
    I loved the newsletter absolutely!  I do have a few q's though.
Nostradamus predicts we will meet the first alien (publicly) in December 7th?!  Since I do believe in them, that rather freaks me out.  I'm nervous now about that date, but ...  hmmm.  I think you would know the feeling, too.  Second, I've not had much experience with flocks or swarms, but have you ever heard of Image Streaming.  It's a technique developed by Win Wenger who is with Project Renaissance and it's supposed to bring forth the true power of the human brain.  The 'freaky' powers (what magick is consisted of), and also the genius number/math type powers.  But he was teaching a seminar on this and they got into a religious debate about consciousness after death, and they all imaged streamed on the issue without having preconceived thoughts about it and they ALL saw some form of billions of butterflies rising from a meadow into the sun!
    Also, just as a note, I attempted astral projection a few days ago and I just about got my astral body out.  I was about 3/4 out and I dropped back in because a couple very large semis passed outside and jumped me.  But I know that my ears were filled with a deep, resonate humming, my body tingled immensely, and when I woke up, I couldn't move for about 5 seconds.  :)  I absolutely loved it though!
Your friend,

Editorial response: The flocks were much more disturbed and disturbing. Astral projection is my next goal to achieve; I would like to hear any tip anyone has on how to AP.
     This is the envied, and talked about Tiamat.  For the record I have no sisters.  I like the array of stuff in the newsletter....but i thought my things were going to be in this newsletter, if i am mistaken, that's alright.....just let me know.
     What was that about aliens?  And what part of '98 are we talking about?  Does the website for Project X have a chat? If not, perhaps it would be a good idea to add one, so that all of us could meet in there, share ideas, etc.
     Also, about the hypnosis, if the concentration levels are high enough, and expanded well, it does not take very long to lose track of time and gain clear and concise sights and visions in less than 20 minutes........that is quite easy.  I have done it in the past.
     I would love to officially meet you, other than through e-mail.

Editorial response: I was actually thinking of Project X chat, when I got your letter. Everyone on the receiving list will be announced when and where such chat will be arranged; it probably will be on simple IRCnet, rather than installed on our website.
Also, it seems that UFO landing predictions caught everybody's attention. If it won't land indeed, at least our awareness shifted toward this possibility. There is a positive side in every event.

Experiences by Tiamat    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Lady Tia    (all articles by this author)

A few examples of my kind of paranormal...


It happened when I was only 5 years old.  My aunt had taken her children, my brothers, and myself to the Six Flags Water Park in Georgia, USA.  I had ventured off into a big area where there were many people, as well as lifeguards, but none of my siblings or cousins were near.  I was swimming, and all of a sudden, I went under the water.  This is strange because there are still some things that I do not remember, so I shall share with you what I do remember.  After I went underwater, I recall seeing nothing but darkness.  Logically, I should have seen light, since it was a sunny day (the sun shining down into the water and all), but I did not.  The next thing I knew, I got up out of the water, and began to look for my aunt.


Sitting at the dining room table at my brother's house, I glanced at one of the windows for reasons unknown to me.  All of a sudden, I stared at a green recliner.  Then, I saw him.  He is known by the name Malkov.  Oddly enough, he is also my dearest love ( and has been for the past 4 years).  He was levitating in an almost queer fashion.  He glanced at me.  My eyes grew wide at the sight of him.  Then, he began to rise a little higher.  He smiled calmly, then he began to rotate in the air.  Kind of like Trent Reznor did in the video for "Closer", but that's not important at the moment.  Then, his smile turned to the darkest shade possible....he tilted his body back a bit, and began laughing maniacally, each laugh defining more and more of his insanity.  It frightened me so much, that I had to walk over to my sketch pad and write down the thought of that vision...funny as it may seem, I started a novel that weekend based on that vision.  I know what it means, in a round about way.  He is the darker side of what we both are, as I am the lighter side.....still it frightens me...

Editorial addition: Who's next to share? Don't be shy, you are the chosen ones! On our next issue we will represent experiences by Yuri Matias, and you will come closer to grasp the fully meaning of the term "the chosen one".

News in the world of supernatural    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

I sure hope it is no hoax, but this latest discovery is both exhilarating and tremendous. Apparently, a time capsule was discovered... from the 28th century! There is a site dedicated to its content; there are several hundred pages of philosophy, glossaries, poetry, paintings,
music, interview transcripts and glyphs. The webmaster, who uploaded the files to the Web, is not related to whatever is represented. Furthermore, he was unable to trace the artist -- Anne Anderson -- who sent him the files; both of her e-mails: and crashed his PC when the mail returned undelivered. During the following weeks he also received e-mails of threats, of warning not to mess with Illuminati, etc.
Mesmerizing, right?! OK, here is a disappointing end: all that story was just a marketing ploy, according to the latest CAUS updates. The webmaster of WingMakers is, in a fact, the artist himself, who plainly invented the whole story up to draw more attention to Wingmakers ( ) site. All of it is supposed to be beautiful, but we really hoped to have more hard evidence of Earth's continuation as we approach December the 7th. What really will happen on this Monday? We hope it will be more than a routine UFO sighting, or a change only on Peter A. Gersten's personal level. Not much time is left for us to see...
P.S. A short update (sorry that this section got a little bit confused): whether WingMakers is someone's hoax or not, some people reported strange sensations after viewing the pictures exposed there and listening to the music. The signal that started the December the 7th rush is also supposed to be a hoax... but for what reason?

Paranormal on Web    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

Today we present to you some of the most intriguing discussion groups on the Usenet:
1) alt.dreams -- very helpful and popular group; just post your dream there, and you'll get it analyzed by Freudists, Jungists, or guided how to analyze it yourself.
2) alt.dreams.lucid -- a smaller group, but on any ordinary day you can find there a few tips for Lucid Dreaming; the people posting there are very sharing; in addition, Lucid Dreaming FAQ is regularly posted, a very helpful resource for those who wish to control their nocturnal visions.
3) alt.out-of-body -- dedicated to astral projection, this newsgroup is cross-referred to the previously mentioned one. Want to learn how to achieve vibration state? How to separate? What to do in those astral realms? This is the group for you.
4) alt.paranormal -- this is were the war is. You won't find here any discussions on unusual matters, but insulting remarks by low-life pseudoskeptics directed against the parapsychologists, psychics and New Age people. If you wish to rescue this once interesting newsgroup, post only topic-related messages, and ignore the dirty replies. Enough with the flaming and blaming, start talking paranormal!
5) alt.conspiracy -- many racist accusations are traveling here, but for those who think that paranoia is not decease , but precaution, this is the right place for you. Take a look to some subsequent groups as well: alt.conspiracy.jfk, alt.conspiracy.princess-diana, alt.conspiracy.spy, alt.conspiracy.antichrist, etc.
6) Additional NGs worth to stop by: alt.meditation, alt.astrology, alt.horror (for horror movies fans),,,, and much much more...

Quote of the day    (view on a separate page)

"...All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm..."
- Depeche Mode, "Enjoy the silence", 1990

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