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Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #12

April 5, 1999

1. Opening words - Alexander Aldarow
2. Re: Project X newsletter, 11th issue - Lady Tia
3. Merkaba - Gwen
4. Brain Wave Diary, Questions and Answers - Doug Lewis
5. Calendar Updates - Wildman
6. My story! - Anonymous
7. First ET communication - Tom Hackney
8. Re: 10th issue - Mathews
9. Paranormal on Web: UFOs and conspiracies - Alexander Aldarow
10. Quote of the day

Opening words    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

Today's issue opens with thrilling news: Project X website has been reshaped, renewed and updated! All of you are invited to take a close look, and let me know what you think. Much easier navigation, better design, new features and additional information on our experiences. The URL, naturally, remains the same:
Note that a couple of sections are still down and under construction, like the Guestbook and Free Virtual Postcards, but that will be fixed in a matter of few days, so stay tuned for more. Also, Rinor is currently translating our primal Archives, and that is something worth waiting. The first, truly intriguing, in my humble opinion, parts of it are being uploaded to our pages as we speak, or, pehaps, they are already there.
We are still looking for more contributors for Project ( Recently Phil's section was updated, and two more will be established soon.
Here are another couple of things that make this issue different from the previous ones, and hopefully the trend will continue.
My mailbox was filled with people's experiences, each one is unique and astounding. I was and currently am subscribed to several spiritual and paranormal newsletters, but, not wishing to brag too much, ours is unique in the way that it makes possible for everyone to express themselves in all the supernatural areas... without overflooding your mailbox as in the open mailing lists.
Anyhow, I actually had to turn a couple of people down, telling them that the current edition is already full. Maybe I'll make this newsletter a weekly one, instead of bi-weekly. There are so many things out there that we wish to tell you about...
Another interesting feature: for the first time for this newsletter there is a little argument, i. e. a disagreement with what was told earlier. Read Mathews's message and my response to it.
On much broader scale: sad, but true, the grim prophecies are coming true. The West VS the East, USA/NATO, I mean, NWO/Omega agency/Illuminati are taking on Islam and old Communist empires (Russia and China) in what can become the last battle on Earth. Whatever side wins, we, the spiritually developed, the chosen ones, are in trouble, but it is still in our powers to change the outcome. Be well... and be prepared.
One more thing. Does the name Krem means anything to you? It has something to do with the first attacks. If you have any knowledge on this, don't hesitate to e-mail me.

Re: Project X newsletter, 11th issue    (view on a separate page)
Author: Lady Tia    (all articles by this author)

?????? A very moving newsletter, I must say. I haven't done much lately, except for the other night, I attempted to heal someone through telepathy. Still not sure how well it worked out, but when I woke up the next morning, I felt like the things he complained of, had transferred into me, felt really horrible.
??????? I shall be meditating soon enough, when there are not too many demands of me, by others.? Sometimes things are difficult, and other times, everything is fine... I recall the other night, as I was drifting off, I felt as if a stuffed animal had fallen on my right arm (on the couch... up... on the back part of it... by the wall lamp, I have a Coca-Cola polar bear stuffed animal, that my boyfriend gave me for Valentine's day... ), it felt like that had fallen on me, but when I opened my eyes, the polar bear was sitting up on the couch by the lamp where I had put it last... Also, I think I am still sensitive to spiritual contact, because earlier in the week as I was trying to sleep, I felt the touch of someone's hand on my right arm, I didn't bother looking, because right after that, I fell asleep.
??????? Another thing... a few times a week, when I work at my computer, sometimes I stand, because I grow tired of sitting in the chair. There is a lamp near the wall to the right of me, but it shines down on the monitor and printer. A few times a week, when I stand at my computer, I feel as though there is a light shining down upon me (when this happens the only light on is the one that shines on the printer and monitor)... of course... when I look up, there is nothing peculiar there.
That is all for now... if anything new occurs, I will let you know.

??????? Hello.? I especially liked your section to this newsletter. It must be so difficult for you... to finally realize that you have to choose. And you are right that nobody can guide you... because it really needs to be decided by you. Personally, I never had trouble deciding which path to walk.? Since childhood, it was in me, and even then I knew which I would be. Sometime last year, I started to get lost. That's when I was close to the warlock. Nothing was right, and now that I think back... I could have lost myself forever, had I done things differently, i.e., left Florida back in August. You are a dear friend to me, and you have helped me with many things, as Aldarow and Robert has... you've all helped me discover things about myself and my past. For that, I can never thank you enough. I want you to know that I wish you the best in your search.

??????? You asked what is happening to you? I think it is that you are more open to spiritual contact, and you saw that as a sign that your father-in-law is well, and as a message from him for you to know what it is that he wants you to know, i.e., that time grows short.

Be well...

Merkaba    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Gwen    (all articles by this author)

This is my merkaba experience. I love my merkaba dearly.

?? On December 8, 1998 I had a vision. It occurred during that very special time between dreaming and being awake. I believe it is an alpha state.

?? I was watching the screen of a computer in a library. On the screen I saw a structure of an ancient earth civilization being covered in ashes. I had the feeling that it was the end of that civilization I was watching. As fires from the top of the building were being snuffed out from large clouds of ashy dust smoke, I heard a man's voice talking to me. He was teaching me to breathe and after a few breaths he told me, "Now be patient until it is time for your body to..." At that point I heard a noise louder than a thunder clap and saw a huge crystalline sphere burst from the computer screen. At the same time, the voice continued "LEAVE". As the voice faded I saw the crystalline sphere fly above my head. I noticed a man was inside standing with arms and legs spread. I thought, "that looks just like Leonardo DiVinci's painting "Study of a Man".

?? Then an interesting thing happened (not that this whole thing wasn't interesting). It was me in the sphere. I was catapulted faster than the speed of light through time and space. I felt the rumbling of the vibration through my entire body. I began to get scared because I was going so fast. I began to wonder if I was all alone in the universe. I began to understand that what was happening was not a dream at all. I wondered, "Now what? Where do I go?" I came back. I landed in my bed face up.

?? I was definitely affected by this. MY GOD. I flew through space. I saw stars whiz by me. Was I alone in space? I remembered that I felt cozy in my sphere. I remembered that this was not my first time.

?? The next day was equally astounding. I received a book in the mail that a psychic had told me to order a few days before my experience. She told me to order it because I see swirls and patterns superimposed on practically everything I look at. I began to flip through the pages of the book. I saw something that caught my eye. It was the man in the "study of the man" in a sphere flying through space. My heart sank into my stomach and I said "that was me!!" When I read further, I saw that this thing is a merkaba. The energy field that we all have access to that we can engage by a complex but short breathing meditation.

?? I learned all I could about the merkaba and began to diligently practice this ancient mystery school teachings regarding engaging and anchoring the merkaba.

?? I learned that the merkaba can take you through time and space, to past lives and can aid in the healing of the earth. I learned that two people can engage their merkabas simultaneously and take others along. I learned that you can travel to planets and be completely protected. I have taken other trips since my first, and they have been equally enthralling and beautiful.

?? A few days ago, I got a message from one of my guides to "let go" of the merkaba. I was sad because I thought "I love my merkaba dearly" . But of course, being the obedient initiate that I am, I stopped my meditations. Two nights ago I spoke to someone who channeled my guides for me. I asked them why they wanted me to stop. They told me they only wanted me to stop because my merkaba is fully anchored!! I have been doing unnecessary meditations. I have access to it any time I want now. YIPPEE! It is an accomplishment that used to take lifetimes. But given the accelerations lately, I have come a long way.

?? The guides also told me to begin to study the crystal matrix that I saw in my merkaba (when I asked to see GOD, I was taken to a crystalline matrix that was quite beautiful), as that is being anchored in me as well. I am not sure where this will take me, but I will try to find out all I can about it.

?? I just love the ancient mystery school teachings. There is so much out there to explore and learn about! Thanks for listening.

*Editorial addition: notice the date mentioned at the beginning, and if it doesn't say anything to you yet, I address you all to our third newsletter.

Brain Wave Diary, Questions and Answers    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Doug Lewis    (all articles by this author)

(This letter is for Erin in response to reading the "Brain Wave Diary" passage dealing with the "Mechanism for world change." The channeled responses may be of interest to the newsletter readers).

First, let me thank you for taking time to write. In today's hustle, bustle world -- it seems hardly anyone has the time to just stop and think. You have posed some very interesting questions. I have provided some comments to them and hope I have understood them correctly.

The answers provided are directly channeled and I have relayed them as given to me.

I hope they are useful to you and your kindred spirit friends and acquaintances. The asking of such questions is proof that the collective conscious is beginning to focus on the reality of the condition of our current existence cycle.

Q) When should we expect to have this change come up on us?

A) We are in the early stages of the changes beginning to happen. The signs are all around us. The height of the changes will occur between 2008 - 2012. The changes are to be very positive. During the change period it is wise for the enlightened to remove themselves from places of obvious risk. Places susceptible to natural disaster and such. These will worsen each year until 2012. We should not be afraid of this phase - just careful. It is the earth's way of getting our attention. This leads to a collective conscious developing.

The stages leading to collective conscious are:
- denial of the situation.
- realization of the reality of what is happening.
- fear of the realization of what is happening.
- acceptance of the reality of the situation.
- planning. Getting options together.
- implementation of good ideas.

Q) I have seen so much evidence of women being the prime sufferer of infertility. How do you think this will be combated?

A) The man-made toxic poisons in the environment we live in is the primary cause for reproductive problems for both male and female. We are a great burden to the planet - not through overpopulation but through misuse of the given resource gifts. Less population will tend to correct this naturally although the better solution is self regulated better use of the planets resources.

Even successful pregnancies over the next two decades will not favor male births. All embryos start out as female. During the pregnancy process some fetus are supposed to switch to male giving us a balance of male to female babies. This is a fragile process. It is damaged by the toxins in the living environment. Less and less births will be male babies because this process is most affected by the toxins.

Reproductive maladies will right themselves as the environment and food chain regains an unpolluted state. Environmental healing will occur from 2012 on for the next eight generations.

The high population of females from now until then will cause the change in how we operate our lives and use the planet. We will fast abandon ways that are destructive to the environment. The females will soon realize their strength and power in the new world and will lead us into the solution.

Q) I'm curious too about the prophesies that seem to be fulfilling these days and how this is going to affect our future.

A) Most prophesies describe signs marking the time of change - so we will recognize change has begun. The prophesies are not the mechanism of change.

Some folks futures will be affected by some prophesies if they do not recognize they have situated themselves in risky situations or places. Those heeding the prophesies will have taken simple precautions to avoid harm.

Q) I definitely feel that the collective consciousness is shifting this year.

A) As the signs of intervention become more obvious and frightening this focuses the collective conscious into a universal thinking. 6 billion all focusing on the same dilemma is a powerful and unstoppable force. Common realization, scheduled to begin in earnest about 2008 will result in many rapid changes in how we are doing things.

We will all head the same way for the same reason - world consensus. A common threat to world survival ensures this.

Q) I feel that so many are panicking & causing a negative wave.

A) This is the next stage following realization -- fear. The next stage is acceptance - some of us are running ahead of the pack and are at the acceptance and planning stage. The fearful will catch up to us soon.

Q) I feel that some of us are trying to put the good energies out there but I'm afraid it may not be enough.

A) As explained before, we will all pass through the same stages -- denial, realization, fear, acceptance, planning then implementation of good ideas. We are not all synchronized with the timetable. Those of us at the acceptance and planning stage will have the feeling it is hopeless unless we realize it is because we are ahead of the curve. We started first because we are of a more enlightened type. We are not all born equal in this regard. Do not lose the faith, keep going with the positive messages. The masses be right behind.

Q) Could the fear of "the final days" actually be what causes it to come to fruition?

A) The fear leads to acceptance and planning for a solution. It does not lead to an end. It leads to a new beginning.

Although we have freewill, all has been planned so we cannot stray too far from the path we are supposed to follow. If we get out of hand -- designed checks and balances come into play.

One way or another the mother earth will right herself - in spite of us. It is better to have this healing process as a cooperative venture rather than fighting it. If we stop and evaluate each intervention we will eventually learn the best way to live our life stage of existence. It is an ageless, timeless process. It is up to us whether we would like our living time to be pleasant or hard.

Thanks again for the questions, Erin. Sometimes having answers leads to more questions. I hope the answers provided are of use to you and yours.

Doug Lewis (aka) WaveWarrior, WW to my friends *S*

Shortcut to the "Brain Wave Diary" Web Page:

Calendar Updates    (view on a separate page)
Author: Wildman    (all articles by this author)

Here is some interesting dates for the calendar.

According to Nostradamus (latest interpretation)

-Late March -
Russia will kill its ties with NATO.
(Not really anything to do with Nostradamus, but it does give his predictions some basic credibility.)

-July 4th -
Russia and China will begin the assault on Europe.
Funding for this little party will be likely to come from an underground network of organizations (CIA, NSA, Montauk People, Project Rainbow, etc.).

-August 11th 1999 - Total Solar Eclipse (UK)
The Anti-Christ will show itself.? Most likely to be leader of above group.

-September 1999 -
The mysterious Omega Agency will finally decide to implement their plans and begin the final takeover.

''The year 1999 and seven months
From the sky shall come the great king of terror
The great Mongolian King of old shall resurrect
Before and after wars shall reign at will''

What was the thing that the Mongols almost achieved, ah, yes, total world conquest. Also, September is the Seventh Month, Nostradamus counted from March.

-September 1999 -> Unknown
The Bloody War of The Omega Agency Vs The Underground (CIA, NSA, Montauk, etc.) My guess, both sides will be backed by powerful extraterrestrial races.

Ok, there it is, that is what our future could possibly hold.? Scary, ain't it, but Nostradamus has been right before.

My story!    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Anonymous    (all articles by this author)

Article removed per author's request.

First ET communication    (view on a separate page)
Author: Tom Hackney    (all articles by this author)

The extraterrestrial message contained in the recent Peekskill and Jupiter impact events is described in detail at my web, EtiGrail:

Because of its size and complexity, it is not feasible to "attach" this communication herewith, however, if you are interested in covering this historic event -- i.e. the first substantive contact with extraterrestrials -- I'd be happy to collaborate with you on this.

It is important to read all of the 25 or so links which comprise EtiGrail as the communication received is neither facile nor short, but cumulative and progressively interconnected.

Thank you for your time and effort in this important millennial project and news.

Tom Hackney

Re: 10th issue    (view on a separate page)
Author: Mathews    (all articles by this author)

I was reading your news letter with great interest, right up until the part about melting all the weapons in the world!!!!!!! What a lot of crap! All higher beings know that they CAN NOT destroy other peoples property- it's the very first part of the cosmic law - a weapon is not good or bad - it is how it is used and by whom.
As a matter of fact that is why we are in bodies, serving our time, and we have free will, and the higher beings know that they can not impose their will upon others. The minute you start talking about imposing your will (destroying others property) on others you are no longer a higher being.
I would like to see a world of peace and have created my own bubble of peace, however what others do with their spiritual lives is not my place to change, only to show by example, and lend advice if asked. Everyone has their own path to follow and as an Angel it is my place to serve when asked NOT impose my will on others.
As a matter of fact as soon as I read that passage I was so steamed that I read no further. You can only change yourself and I would really like to know who made you a god. Even Jesus himself didn't try to destroy the entire Roman legion, he also preached to find peace within yourself and that you are not your brother's keeper.
I seriously hope that you will think long and hard before you start imposing your will further upon others.
Maureen Mathews
Aldarow's response: Hello, Mathews, my angry adversary :)
You are absolutely right, and to show that I am placing your letter in this edition, with my response. Of course, we mustn't impose our will upon others - it is how the wars start at the first place. However, let me just point out that the article you are referring to wasn't written by us. Of course, we are responsible for everything that is published here, but it seems that you got stuck on one expression and altogether missed the whole idea presented in that article - a Solar Wave washing the globe, washing away all that's rotten, corrupting, negative. As for your own bubble of peace - good for you, but how much do we really accomplish if we seclude ourselves in our private worlds, fearing to interact, to exchange, and eventually - to change.

Paranormal on Web: UFOs and conspiracies    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

1) SETI@home: Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence at Home ( - emerge your own PC in the search for alien signals.
2) GONZO Links -- Your Online Guide to Millennial America ( - links to conspiracy, paranoia, panic, UFOs, hackerism, and more.
3) Welcome to the STARCHILD PROJECT ( - a skull of unknown origin was discovered...
4) El Disco - the Net's best UFO and Paranormal image bank (
5) Virtual World of Intelligence, Plus 30 Additional Intelligence Sites (
6) Mothership ( - the best UFO/paranormal resources site on the Web, more than 40 million entries, information on important places, organizations and people in our area of interest.

Quote of the day    (view on a separate page)

(As it was sent to several people over the ICQ):
"The most beautiful thing one can experience is the Mysterious.
?It is truly the basis of all Arts and Sciences".
- Albert Einstein

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