Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #11March 25, 1999
1. Opening words - Alexander Aldarow
2. Three Dreams, From Childhood to Conspiracy - Alexander Aldarow
3. What is my true way? - Rinor Zidran
4. More on Darwin - Nancy Krinkey
5. The Terrible Catastrophe - Not - Doug Lewis
6. Death - Alice Snow
7. Help... - Wildman
8. Paranormal on Web: New Age Freebies - Alexander Aldarow
9. Quote of the day
Opening words (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow (all articles by this author)
First of all, let me welcome those who subscribed to this newsletter
after reading our autoresponder (mailto:ProjectX@SmartBotPro.net) message.
There are already 10 issues behind us, and the number of readers have grown
since then from 30 to 600! I would like to thank the Academy... I mean,
SpiritWeb (http://www.spiritweb.org) for contributing to it as well.
I owe an apology to Nancy, she wants to make it clear that she has
no connection to Michael Turner, whose article on Sri Darwin Gross was
published in the last issue, since Turner is not aware of the Truth on
Paul or Darji. So Nancy's name is now retracted from any connection to
that article. In today's edition we will publish a message from a friend
of hers, who finally beheld the Truth behind the ATOM vs ECKANKAR situation.
It is really spirit-lifting to receive messages from new people, like
"I am so happy I found this place. I have had dreams that come true,
can contact the spirit world, and have died fighting in War World Two...
as a man.
Now I can be with the ones that understand me."
The person who wrote it added that since signing our guestbook with
the same message, many people have contacted her on the similar matter.
In addition, I'm starting a global Web-campaign "Link for a Link".
If you wish that your website will be listed on our Links page, e-mail
to me, but place a link to our websites as well.
Third Eye Newsletter got their own domain - congratulations on that!
The new updated URL is? http://www.cosmiclight.com/thirdeye/.
On much grimmer note: Nostradamus's prophecies do come true, if not
in Iraq, then on the wounded land of Yugoslavia, as Russia and China are
allying against NATO and US. World War Three might be at hand.
Anyway, happy new solar Mayan year (starting March 21th equinox) to
everybody, and pray that the Light will purify our world from al the Evil
that lurks ahead.
Three Dreams, From Childhood to Conspiracy (view on a separate page) (more articles about dreams)
Author: Alexander Aldarow (all articles by this author)
I'll make the description as short as possible. The dreams followed
in three consecutive nights, under my pillow was Moonstone, which gave
me a deep sleep... and the following revelations:
1) I am going into a ravine near the town of my childhood, with a few
friends, a ravine where I used to go on many occasions, to run away to
the Nature. We finally reach the small river at the bottom of the ravine,
I sit near it, relaxing and preparing myself for a meditation - a meditation
in a dream! I regarded this dream as highly positive: a return to the past
with a touch of today - the meditation. It's been for a while since I had
such a wonderful dream.
2) The night after, I'm also headed towards ravine, only from another
side of the town, with a friend of mine, but then we look up and behold
a huge black cloud. I recall the experiments of weather control both in
USA and Israel, the hazardous contrails, and then the cloud takes a shape
of an alien spacecraft of war. The dream scenery shifts, we are in the
presence of a woman and two 'men', she controls their minds and deeds,
they are a deadly threat to us. I am attempting to turn one of the men
on the other. Finally we rebel against the mind-controllers and kill them
- I am with a blade on the woman. However, once the humans are freed, they
adopt the unholy art of mind-control to themselves. All the people around
me are now divided into social casts according to the color of their clothes
(green, white, etc.), and those of the dark-blue color are the elite that
continues with the mind-control. The people with silver clothes are developing
blue colors on them to achieve the elite membership as well. Unhappy, to
put it mildly, with this situation, I start to shoot the dark-blue ones,
and their soldiers are coming from escalators in a gigantic mall to chase
3) I approach a factory and use a shabby cage elevator to get down.
Then I am on a second floor, but I want to reach the first or the ground
floor, so I step into a big elevator. This one is designed like a waiting
room, with a television set and people sitting on couches. But the lift
suddenly starts to fall, and I clutch the nearby arm-chair back, since
I understand that the elevator's rope tore and we are falling. The fall
abruptly stops at the -7 (minus seventh) floor, which I conclude being
the lowest. Again, I change the lifts, the new one has at least four medical
beds with patients on them, like the service lifts in a hospital. To my
amazement, we proceed down to -19 (minus nineteenth!) floor. One of the
patients next to me tells me to crouch on the floor and close my eyes,
for I "mustn't see". The elevator is dark now, but there is some hostile
light from the outside. How do I finally manage to find my way from this
UNDERGROUND FACILITY? There was a subway train that took me up and away.
But on that clandestine floor I also sensed a presence of giant extraterrestrial
What is my true way? (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Rinor Zidran (all articles by this author)
It's a week that I'm in my dilemma, a problem, a question I can't answer...
no one can... but I can.
Maybe I don't want to answer this question, maybe I'm glad with this
situation as it is, but maybe I don't.
Last week I felt I need to do my meditation, in Aldarow's place with
It's Saturday (3/20/99), afternoon, and we both entered to the meditation
It was not clear, but it didn't surprise me, lately none of my meditations
are clear and the same thing was back now, many pictures, sounds, images,
the sounds of the birds from outside of Aldarow's house helped me to be
peaceful and relaxed, but I knew it was now, present, and not the meditation.
I tried to go deeper with it, tried to talk to my Inspector maybe,
but at the same time couldn't talk to him, it was funny because I couldn't
find him, I was out of control and it wasn't me in that meditation who
controlled everything, I could snap out of it into Aldarow's living room,
but I would have felt that I haven't accomplished a thing... so I stayed
in the meditation and was looking for something to hold, to concentrate,
just something that I could think of in order not to get out of that state...
and there it was... my Inspector, was standing there... somewhere... anywhere,
and he said nothing, I was afraid, I thought something went wrong, nothing
like this had ever occurred to me... it was different... and it kept being
there... that something that was controlling my meditation...
The Inspector smiled at me, a smile that said: ?I know something you
don't?, and now I was real afraid, he looked evil too, half evil, half
trying to help... and he said nothing, maybe evil won this time... or maybe
he was evil all the time...
The next thing I recall was the thought that after the meditation I
understood was a cosmic message that was true and came from my meditation
state and was not a false thought... it was the thought that there is something
big, strong, different, something among us we don't see, or something we
prefer not to see, but what we don't understand is that this... thing... is
pure evil... and he is the worst thing ever to be in this planet... among
our innocent souls!
At that moment I didn't know what to do, what to think, it was different
to me, no help, no Inspector, and I didn't want to come out of the meditation,
I wanted to know all the situations there are with this thing, I wanted
to know what is this thing, what evil power? Where is he? How do we kill
it, or sent it away from us? I wanted the answers and now!
There was no one to give me what I wanted, not there and not at that
same moment, the scariest thought that was cosmic and true as well was
that we are getting our strength and energy from the universe and then
it is back to the universe and in that circle we stay powerful and together...
but this thing among us is taking the energies away from us to himself,
and in this way the energy we took from the universe is not back to it,
it is going from us to the ?thing?, and in this way... sooner or later, there
will come a day the pure energy of the universe will ran out and disappear,
and with that, so are we!
Twenty-five minutes later, I was out of the meditation and staring
at Aldarow's TV, my hands on my face and my head hurt.
I told Aldarow everything I've seen, heard, experienced... but he was
relaxed, sure it didn't happen to him as to me but he should be amazed,
no? With his jaw on the floor...
NO! He knew what had happened, he knew what I was going through, he
experienced it in his own way... in dreams (The dream Aldarow encountered
the Devil), and now it was my turn, in my own way, meditations.
Aldarow solved his dilemma, the dilemma between the two sides of this
planet, good and evil, he chose good, he has his reasons, his experiences,
his way... and I have mine, it seems it is my time to choose, not because
he did it and now I should, but because after all these meditations, and
especially this one, I understood I need to choose, good or evil...
It's not that simple as you all might think, I never thought I would
face this decision, I always thought I could communicate and face both
sides when and how I want to, never occurred to me there will come a day
that I would have to decide.
Maybe there is something among us, among our innocent souls, maybe
he is evil, but as far as I see it for me... this something is inside of
me, no one can tell me which way I should choose, Aldarow knows that nothing
of what he says will help, he knows I like evil, evil power, evil strength,
he knows there are times I'm afraid of evil and wish only for the best,
the good, but this is me, this is the true nature of Rinor Zidran, and
no one can make this decision except me... I only know now, that everything
I do, feel, see or hear, I will think about it differently, deeply, and
how it is to me and to my situation... I know also that it may be long, the
answer may come in a few days, a couple of months, or even longer than
that, I know I'll go back to my roots, the old house I lived in, the pure
and innocent time of my life, the time I felt everything is good, and nothing
can hurt me... I'll go to the sea, to the Dune, to Aldarow, all the places
I feel safe... in order to get away, think, and maybe in one of those days
I'll have the answer to my question, maybe in one of days I'll see, hear,
feel, discover the truth behind my experiences and messages.
I wish you all luck and all the best... I thank you for your support
from the bottom of my heart, and my innocent soul...
More on Darwin (view on a separate page)
Author: Nancy Krinkey (all articles by this author)
"I dropped out in disgust when Harold and the evil greedy ECK corp staged
their coup. By the way, a friend of mine was working at the Rochester NY
ECK center not long after the coup, when they suddenly gathered up and
removed all the free copies of Darwin's "YOUR RIGHT TO KNOW" book, but
also all the original hard cover copies of Paul's "LETTERS TO GAIL" series,
which, as you know, were published by Gail and written by Paul, and not one word
was written by Darwin in these original editions, yet they removed them
all from all ECK Centers to be destroyed. Of course, a new highly modified
edition soon appeared with details of how to do Black Magic against your
To read Darwin's letter to Harold Klemp (NOT the current Living Spiritual
Master)? and other important documents go to: http://www.angelfire.com/oh2/darwingrosstruthfile/index.html.
The Terrible Catastrophe - Not (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Doug Lewis (all articles by this author)
Sorry I missed the chat. I am most interested in the notion and fighting
technocracy to open the way there (hi). In the meantime I offer my moral
support and enjoy being connected via the newsletter, would like to contribute
something, so I am enclosing a chapter from the "Brain Wave Diary" my collection
of 50+ years of channeling.
Excepts and explanation can be found at our web site (Universal Order
of Interventionists - A World the way a World should be.)
The passage I am sending deals with the mechanism for world transformation
- currently in process and scheduled to complete in 2012. I hope it proves
insightful to the chosen *S*
Warrior is me (WaveWarrior)
Wave is my channel source
The Terrible Catastrophe - Not
The Brain Wave Diary: (Reference: 1985)
Wave, you refer to a Higher Intervention designed to correct the world
for us. An undesirable method but unavoidable if we do not correct ourselves.
How will correction occur if managed by higher intervention. Will it be
Warrior, in a manner of speaking the correction will take place under
the hand of the inhabitants themselves. Fittingly it will be man made.
Signs will be provided signaling the process has begun. The signs will
be frightening but not overly catastrophic. The signs will be ever increasing
natural disasters, floods, fires, earthquakes, mudslides, winds and drought.
Also, there will be surprising events. Governments and economies will
collapse without warning. These events in themselves are no more than warning
signs and are not the method of correction. The method of correction will
be much subtler.
It will be noticed that the ratio of human females to males born will
widen and females will dominate in numbers. The ratio of males able to
reproduce will lessen through gender confusion and disease of the male
reproductive systems. All this will result in an overwhelming female influence
in the way the world is run. This signals the mother earth is healing herself.
The age of violence, fire, smoke and iron will come to an end. The age
of tenderness, reason and sense will begin.
The mechanism of this new gender bias will happen as a result of toxic
substances in the atmosphere, land and water. The effect on human embryonic
development will be catastrophic for the male gender.
Power for the female influence will happen at the ballot boxes of the
world. The female influence is to provide the correction on the use of
the planet. This is nature's way. For eight generations the female influence
will reign supreme - gender balance will return with the healing of the
* * * *
For more extracts from the Brain Wave Diary contact firstname.lastname@example.org
Hope this passage is of interest.
Best regards, Doug Lewis (aka) WaveWarrior, WW to my friends *VBS*
Death (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Alice Snow (all articles by this author)
I would like to know what happened to me the last few days. On Thursday
my father-in-law died at his home next door to me. On Thursday night and
Friday all day and night I would see a gray cloud-like thing in my kitchen
between my sink and stove, late Friday I said, "Talk to me". Later I went
to sleep and my father-in-law came to me, and said he was OK, and he was
in no pain and at peace. He said tell the family to make sure they were
ready and there hearts were right, because time was very short. There was
green grass and clover behind it, and then a wheat field behind it. There
was one Indian black hair waiting for him to walk up a path. You see, almost
29 years he was in a bad wreak and could hardly get around good and had
the mind off a child. But in this dream he spoke very plain and walked
like he never had a problem. After he came to me in the dream I have not
seen the gray cloud in the kitchen. Can you explain what was happening
Any comments on your part, dear reader, are welcomed.
Help... (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Wildman (all articles by this author)
Alex, I need you help.
Since you seem to know many psychics, I thought that you might be able
to help me find a certain one.
First of all, I only know that 'she' is a rather unusually powerful
psychic, she has been able to enter one of my visions (as opposed to normal
dreams), unfortunately, my vision was so strong that it seemed to drag
her into the flow of it, and communication was impossible.
Secondly, I have dreamt about her many times, and through certain visions,
I have been able to figure out that she wears an emerald-coloured disk
This is all I know. Please help me find her, I believe that she can
answer to many questions that I, and maybe even you, seek.
I hope you can help me.
Thanking you for all you help...
Paranormal on Web: New Age Freebies (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow (all articles by this author)
As the saying goes, whatever you've got for free is worth exactly what
you've paid for it... The survey says, "Wrong!" The Internet is overloaded
with free stuff, and the New Age area was not missed in that 'no money'
Psychic Reading (http://www.psychichoice.com/avalonpsychics/conforfrerea.html)
- post a question and enter a contest, where you can easily win a reading
from a professional psychic.
Gift from HopeNet (http://www.hopenet.org/gift_cgi.html)
- fill a form to receive by snail-mail a book titled "Secrets of Peace".
- see your name in Egyptian hieroglyphs, and also download the software.
Paranormal Sections for Everyone (http://members.xoom.com/Project_Y/)
- OK, so I am plugging it again :)
5) For more free
New Age Stuff (herbs, catalogues, services, etc.) - go to this Psychic
Choice's page: http://www.psychichoice.com/avalonpsychics/funandfrestu.html.
Quote of the day (view on a separate page)
"...Are you going to drop the bomb or not?
Let us die young or live forever
We don't have the power
But we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit,
Life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men
Can you imagine when this race is won?
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders,
We've getting in tune
The music's played by the madmen..."
?????? Alphaville, "Forever Young"
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