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Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #35

April 15, 2000

1. Opening Words - Alexander Aldarow
2. 5.5.2000 - The Gateways - Corryn
3. 5-5-2000 - The Elder Gods - Kali DiMilo
4. 5/5/00 - Elijah
5. Golden Light - Tony Gosser
6. Today's Mail: author unknown, Leigh - Today's Mail
7. Era of Aquarius - Gulshat
8. An Afternoon With Darwin - ATOM
9. The Last War: Chapter Eleven - Silvermoon's Reflections - Lady Tia
10. Closing Words

Opening Words    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

Good morning, evening and afternoon, our precious friends!
I would like to start today's special edition by repeating that I am not a doomsayer. I do not enjoy shouting on the top of my lungs about calamities and cataclysms, about ugly demons crawling back onto our tormented planet. Nevertheless, I believe that May the 5th, this year, is a date that we cannot simply wave off. The Planetary Alignment will take place, along with several other less pleasant events. There are too much coincidences related to this specific day: the exact period of time from the previous astronomic event, the Grand Cross of August, matches the length of human pregnancy; the Hebrew date matching the foundation of the First and the Second Temples; an obscure saying "When the stars are right" (aligned to the right of the Earth?); and so on, and so on. Let's face and admit it, we are living at the times that were prophesied about for millennia, from John through Nostradamus till Cayce, including many others. One can easily found tons of information concerning 5.5.2000 on the Internet.
Besides, this is, after all, a newsletter dedicated to spirituality and paranormal phenomena, and this is a spiritual event that nobody developed enough can dismiss. So for all the clans, circles and individuals, that believe they are The Chosen, this is your call for arms. Being prepared means half of the victory - just see the Y2K bug, we were warned and ready ahead, and nothing that crucial took place. This Opening, however, requires a more fierce resistance. But remember - the stars do not control us, we control the stars!
Below, I have three articles from different people, all giving different perspectives to May 5.
There is something else that was brought to my knowledge, and of what I myself vaguely knew, too. I know that there are hostile monitors, who also read my newsletter and follow our on-line activity. So this is an open address to the cowards: I can sense you better than you can sense me, for I do not hide under masks of righteousness or corruption. And I am not a paranoid, for I do not fear any of those conspirators and the like, and so should all the good readers of this e-zine.
A couple of other subjects. After months of postponing it, I have finally started a poll on Project X Website, "Contact Us" page. The poll is to be replaced every two weeks or so, so, please, take a moment to participate in it. I'll post the results of the previous polls as the new ones will appear.
One last, minor thing. It appears there was a mistake two issues ago, by the end of 33 edition's opening words I left a 'strange' remark, it was a simply note to myself, I hope you all ignored it :) .
On to the featured articles.

5.5.2000 - The Gateways    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Corryn    (all articles by this author)

Well Met all,

On the fifth day of the fifth month, on the fifth day of the week, eight planets will align. Not perfectly, mind you, but a basic alignment nonetheless. If it achieves what so many of the Chosen Clans fear, and flips the Earth, then so much the better. But I wouldn't expect waves of flame and water, six-headed beasts, or entire countries ravaged by plague and famine. THOSE conditions are uncertain. The set of conditions that WILL be certain, are those surrounding the Gateway.
I'll try explain in lay terms as best I can, but forgive me if I get esoteric:
By whatever theory you believe the world to exist (be it in layers, dimensions, or planes), you should realize that they are separated by semi-permeable layers called 'Veils'. These veils stop the planes from merging, and act as boundaries. When an eclipse or alignment of any major planetary bodies occurs, the Veils are weakened, and it becomes possible for a person to open a gap in the Veil. The alignments are usually too insignificant to weaken the Veil so much that someone could break through. As it stands, people have only been able to look into other worlds. But I'm not talking about Astral Projection or Far Sight (both of which can misrepresent reality, or take a person to a world in their own imagination), I'm talking about physical windows into other worlds.

The catch with May 5 comes with the number of planets aligning... With eight planets in an alignment, the Veils will be so weak, that it becomes possible, for a short time, to open a physical Gateway between two planes. The only other time, in the history of this world, when eight or more planets aligned, was about 10,000 years ago. Anyone who is well read in the history of the Old Ones will realize that 10,000 years ago, the Old Ones were imprisoned in the Abyss. And for this reason, May 5th is a very possible release date for them.

Where will they be released? That question has plagued me, and a hundred other Watchers for a very long time. There are functional Gateways in Peru, Egypt, Canada, Antarctica, Ireland, North America, Australia and the Middle East... and those are just the ones we know about. Some of those Gateways need to be opened on our side, others can only be opened on Their side. And with the Internet, eclectic magi, and Chaotes of today, temporary Gateways can be set up anywhere on the planet, providing that the respective (and misguided) magus has access to a suitable ritual and resources. And when they are released, why should the Old Ones rampage about like we expect them to? They can quite easily stay hidden while we lose faith and our numbers eventually die out.
I didn't come back to this world, suffer culture shock, and relive puberty to see another Armageddon ravage this planet. The Old Ones are not as evil and twisted as you would believe. And the Chosen are not as virtuous and benevolent as you would wish. The battle begins on May 5th, and the sides are as clouded and indistinct as the war.

Corryn, the former Enoch

P.S. [from another letter]: ...But if May 5 is the big day, it would explain a lot of the tension everyone is experiencing. And if the world doesn't flip it's axis, I would expect a lull following that day. The Old Ones would probably lie low for a while, allowing the Chosen to believe that they aren't free yet. The times ahead are uncertain and clouded. We all need to prepare.

5-5-2000 - The Elder Gods    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Kali DiMilo    (all articles by this author)

[excerpts from letters from Kali]

...Yes. I am talking about Ares, the god of war. He is here, along with "The Council" and others. The date 05/05/00 is very significant. Ares speaks to me on a daily basis, along with Pan and Bacchus. Ares says that Sadam Hussein prays to him. The big war is going to start after 05/05/00.
I have had numerous encounters with the gray beings who fly around in the UFOs. Ares calls them his flunkies. He admits that they do tag humans and they have done this since the beginning of this world. He also told me that the big earthquake is going to take place in California and in turn that will cause a tidal wave to overtake the East Coast. If live on either coast I would advise you to leave...
...The gods talk to me everyday. Here is the situation... I have had numerous alien encounters since I was around 2 years old. I could tell you so many things. And I want to. Ares told me to go ahead and speak to you. He would never allow me to speak to anyone before. Ares is here, along with Thebes, Pan (Zeus) and Dionysus. They are here to end the world as we know it.? And only as we know it. The gods are going to be out in the open now, as opposed to doing their work anonymously as they have done for the last few thousand years.
Ares says that the world is not millions of years old as the scientists say, that it is exactly 157,000 years old and he has the scientific data to prove it. He is here to fulfill the prophecy of Nostradamus. The great war will begin. Ares people are Muslims and also the skinheads and white supremacist groups. Ares has come into power due to a war fought on the Otherworld. (The Otherworld is heaven.) I have much knowledge that I could share with you. There is so much to tell, I don't know where to begin. The Council is here on earth as well. Please ask me questions and I will try to give you the information you desire. Ares wants this all to come out into the open.
I am very ill right now. Ares controls me with pain. I believe in women liberation and Ares believes that a woman should be subservient, so we disagree. He makes me ill to keep me in line. Actually, he does it to keep me in a constant state of disability, so I will not go against his wishes. I have had 4 operations in 8 years, and now the doctors think I may have a huge tumor in my abdomen. Ares told me to tell you that he will not harm you or any of your followers...
...Ares told me to give you some unsolicited information. I have been taken on space vehicles that defy the present knowledge of physics that scientists hold on this earth. Round, silver spheres that are undetectable to radar can race through the universe to the OtherWorld in about 2.5 hours. I have traveled to the OtherWorld many times. Ares says that our scientists have a limited knowledge of physics. Ares is going to enlighten us. He wants us to soar into the space age. He is a man of many facets.? When you first speak to him, he does seem to be only the beast. He has a gruff demeanor and he is a ruthless military influence. In fact, his influence is noticeable all over this world. He inspires the writers of rock-n-roll music to write their songs. In fact, he is the muse of heavy metal music and he plays through people such as Ozzie Osborn, AC DC. He also inspired the scripts of "Xena, Warrior Princess" and "Hercules" to be written, so that both children and adults could get used to the idea of the gods being back in their lives.
Thebes (pronounced Thee Bess) is a lizard-like humanoid, who can shape shift into a human figure. Do you remember the reptilian doctors on reported by UFO abductees on the television show "Sightings"?? I have met these reptiles. They do exist. Ares said there are many crossbreeds in his company. Ares is also responsible for the Internet coming about. He wanted to bring us up to speed on technology in a short amount of time.
We practiced for the big day of Judgment to come about. In fact, we had a 4 month rehearsal for it. Pan used different voices and it was like a magical circus because he is such an eloquent speaker. I was mesmerized, yet people were being judged, condemned to live in hell upon this earth. They were placed into hell according to their point-of-view. Such as feminists will have to live as Muslims, people who were cruel to disabled people will themselves become disabled. Things of that sort. It was amazing. He did the rehearsal so things would go perfectly. He has not told me when this day will come about. Soon it seems. I am on a need to know basis and they tell me little most of the time.
Ares told me that a certain group of people called "The Chosen" are exempt from judgment and he led me to your website. He told me to contact you and to cooperate with you. And that's all he told me. Perhaps he will contact you himself, someday. I will write with more information soon...
...This war is supposed to last for seven years or so. That's what Ares told me, anyway. I'm not looking forward to this at all...

5/5/00    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Elijah    (all articles by this author)

[As sent to Aldarow]

Now about 5/5/00 I was given to much thought today, and this is that I now write to you.
This is that which was spoken by the prophet Joel:
"And it shall come to pass in the last days, sayeth, the God. I will pour out of my Spirit upon all flesh, and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreams.
And on my servants and on my hand maidens I WILL pour out in those days of my Spirit and they shall prophesy.
And I will show wonders in the heavens above and signs in the earth beneath. Blood and fire and vapor of smoke. The sun shall be turned into darkness and the moon into blood, before that great and notable day of the Lord And who so ever shall call upon the name of the Lord SHALL be saved.
Now these things I write unto you they are the commands of the Lord."
I know not the meaning "spirit" of these words, they are for you, IF they have no meaning to you, simply discard them. If they do, you should have joy.
Grace and Spirit be unto you, my friend and fellow servant of The Gospel (the good news), of he who is called The Christ.
These things I write unto you of myself.
On the date of 5/5/00 I can say only that ALL scriptures that pertaineth to these days, and those shortly to come.
That period of time, however HAS significance, it is a pre-cursor (almost half-way point) of a seven years period that we are in now. The end of which will be the great "judgement day", and many will stumble but not fall. THEN will be brought to pass the saying that "is written".
And in those days shall men seek death, and shall NOT find it, and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.
THEN the "fire" shall burn them. If any man's works be burned, he shall suffer loss, but he himself shall be saved, yet so, as by "fire".
Then the gospel (good news) of the kingdom shall have been preached unto all the world. And many will say unto me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name and in thy name done many wonderful works. AND he shall say, I "never" knew you. Then what will they have?
I shall cease this meditation now, it is late.
May God give you peace, grace and revelation knowledge of his will. Pray, not my will, but thy will be done on earth as it IS, in Heaven.

Golden Light    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Tony Gosser    (all articles by this author)

My name is Tony Gosser.
My reason for being here now:
About three years ago I found I could no longer survive this world alone so I opened myself to that good which created me and asked for help. After some time of prayer and "giving over", I was visited one night, while fully awake, by a golden light. If I had not been filled with a sense of total peace and love which came with the light, I would have thought I had lost my mind. As I was filled with this love and peace, I found myself overwhelmed with visions and explanations of things I have yet to understand. I felt reborn within this light. I saw spirits who had been waiting for me and who had been frustrated it had taken me so long to again be able to reach some plane of understanding. They seemed to have been frustrated that it had taken so long. One spirit actually slapped his forehead and said something like "Finally he gets it!" He was dressed in a black suit which still seems strange to me. Also there appeared to be an American Indian woman of some great age. A third spirit was there but I am unable to related his appearance.
Immediately after this event I found I was seeing symbols, signs, and lights around people. I had immediate impressions of people. I saw energy around plants and people. I would have visions about people while talking to them. I would see one person in a crowd who would be surrounded by a beautiful violet/purple color. I could guess several cards from a deck of cards. I could guess or cause my son to guess a random drawing the other had made on paper.
I called a psychological counselor to discuss what was happening with me and began to have visions of the jungle while on the phone with her. She admitted she had been looking at pictures of a recent trip to the Congo or some such place.
This gift I have received has indeed changed my life, but as time has passed, I have found a need to use it for some purpose. Lately, I have tuned out the daily extraordinary events so that I can live in the real world. I am tired and have been searching for some time for those out there who can relate and help me to truly accept what has happened to me. I daily try to relate my new life to the beliefs system within which I was raised as a child.
I openly accept other who can accept and walk with me for a while.

Thank You

Today's Mail: author unknown, Leigh    (view on a separate page)
Author: Today's Mail    (all articles by this author)

{Forwarded to Aldarow}

Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.
Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.
Or is it scary?:
Funny how someone can say "I believe in God", but still follows Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God).
Funny how you can send a thousand 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing.
Funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace.
Funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week.
Are you laughing?
Funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not sent it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.
Funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.
Are you thinking?

-------{Another letter:}-----

Dear Friends

There is just over a month to go now until World Earth Healing Day (May 3-5, depending on your time zone). Join us on this day and help create the critical mass of intentionally that we believe will make world peace and healing a more probable reality.
You can sit quietly, meditate, pray, dance, sing, light a candle, hold a conference, plant a tree, or perform any other symbolic or consciousness-raising act. By joining together in spirit at one or more of the linkup times we will magnify our healing effect to many times that which we would achieve by acting separately.
The linkup times are 4 AM GMT, 12 noon GMT, and 7 PM GMT on May 4. If you are unsure of how to convert GMT to your local time, visit the following page:
We would encourage people to take a few moments to list their name and World Earth Healing Day location on the website so we can form links of light with each other and get some idea of the extent of global participation. You can also list yourself as a local contact if you wish. See
To help raise awareness of World Earth Healing Day we have produced free electronic greeting cards as well as normal greeting cards to print out. Please use them - they are beautiful, and they may well make a difference. You can find them at
The World Earth Healing Day literature has now been translated into German, French, Spanish, Portuguese, Italian, Norwegian, and Danish. These translations are on the website, and can also be downloaded as Word documents. If you can translate the leaflet and/or press release into any other language, please let us know.
May Peace Prevail on Earth
World Earth Healing Day

Era of Aquarius    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Gulshat    (all articles by this author)

Rose of the World (or Great Mother of the World) is an avatara, i.e., a divine being which has merged with a human being. At the present moment of the history of the Earth's civilization, Great Mother of the World has manifested in a woman of the Russian nationality - "and this is a merit of Russia, of her righteous men, martyrs, and saints. Rose of the World has come to the Earth to bring you to a completely new stage of the cosmic evolution, for all civilizations and universes move up to the spiritual register. The very moment of the Rose's manifestation has been lasting from 11th till 13th april 1990." However, the civilization still doesn't know about Her presence on the planet.
Daniil Andreev, a prophet and a saint, has foretold the Rose's coming in his book "Rose of the World". There are prophetic calls for the last Messiah in the Bible and in all sacred Scriptures. "And Nostradamus hasn't mistaken; the Last Judgement has been proceeding since October 1, 1992, and the period of hell has been counting out. Nevertheless, for the period of the Last Judgement and hell you live very comfortable on the planet. Because Rose of the World has sheltered you from the oecumenical overplanetary catastrophe. She has come into the Death Law, expiating you there. She keeps the pause, so that as much people as possible learn about Her presence. For in a moment everything will finish, and who won't have knew or will have done any harm, will become a thing of the non-existence, without any right to be realized somewhere and someway.
What calls the end of the world will be the end of darkness. One should wait for this day with joy. What a delight to throw off tons of filth, subtle and invisible filth, and enter the New World! Hell doesn't exist anymore, all those strongholds of sufferings have been already worked out, expiated by Rose of the World in sufferings. You will enter the New World, where will be no violation, lie, deception, death, illnesses." However, one should know not only that Paradise, Eden, Era of Aquarius will fulfill over all Galaxy, but also that Love and Light, what the Christianity calls Holy Spirit, is with us, on our side. And we are alive only through Her, Rose of World, through Her all-creating Flow.
"So Rose of the World gives two sparing conditions:
1) to know about Her presence on the Earth;
2) not to have active evil and active aggression towards Her.
If everybody turns to Rose of the World, those very miracles will happen. Wars will cease, conflicts will come to an agreement, the depression will be liquidated. Is it a deadlock, a help will come whence it won't be expected, from somebody who won't be expected, too.
For Rose - why is Rose the chief name of Mother of the World now? - is the cosmic flower. Rose is the mystic model of the Creation of the World. In this Rose, there is the head of all problems, all carmic knots.
Rose defines everything, and you get into the act to the extent of your acting. Everything works instantly. As to how something is asked for by Faith and Love, it happens in a moment. It is a boomerang!
Ignorance of Cosmic Laws doesn't free from responsibility. Work and act on a Cosmic scale! Every man, every bioenergetic being comes to the Earth (or to another planets) to become better. Proceeding from Love and not looking for wealth on the Earth, he comes to enlighten the place where he is situated.
All problems are within you and those very miracles will happen in your hearts. Open your hearts! Don't fear for nobody and nothing is to fear and civilization has nothing to lose except its chains and its spiritual filth! Don't judge anybody, present your claims and offenses to nobody else but to your conscience. Present them positively, without a spiritual harakiri. Forgive and let everybody go, send a ray of friendship and Love to each other. Nothing else but Love is your saviour!"

[Sent by Gulshat]

An Afternoon With Darwin    (view on a separate page)
Author: ATOM    (all articles by this author)

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Saturday May 27, 2000, 1:00 PM to 4 PM (doors open at noon)
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Pre-registration Information: Cut-Off Date 5/19/2000.
Pre-registration: $55.00 per person. Couples and family living under same roof: $100.00 At door: $75.00 per person. Couples and family living under same roof: $135.00
Don't miss this opportunity to meet, visit, and be in the presence of The Living Spiritual Teacher of The Time, Darwin Gross. Darwin will discuss the Universal Principles of Life. To pre-register send your Name, Address and phone number along with Check or Money Order payable to BE GOOD TO YOUR SELF, PO BOX 95551, Las Vegas, NV 89193-5551 (Sorry, NO Credit Cards or Pre-Registration by Phone)
ATOM Website and Email:
Be Good To Your Self VoiceMail: 702-391-4197
Possibly Darwin's only appearance in the United States this year.

The Last War: Chapter Eleven - Silvermoon's Reflections    (view on a separate page) (more articles about literature)
Author: Lady Tia    (all articles by this author)

Chapter 11 - Silvermoon's Reflections

Reflecting on everything, from dream to dream, experience to experience, I always question where and when it all began. For some reason I keep feeling as though I've known things before, and that the memories are slowly returning to me. But what about in this life? Maybe there is a piece of my ancestry that may explain why certain things come to me as quickly and easily as they do, but what is that answer?

Within myself, I've found connections to forest, sea, desert, and sky. I still contemplate my connections to such locations and powers. I feel more confident about myself than I used to. It seems like only yesterday I was enduring emotional upheavals that could destroy most mortals. I was on my computer, surfing the 'net, looking for others who have had experiences like mine, who I might be able to communicate with, who I could help, and who could help me with my search. Though indeed, it was almost two years ago. Searching... searching... those search engines never gave me what I wanted, until I found it. The entries came back, and there it was. Those mystical words glistened like a shining beacon in the black of night.

Project X - The Search for the Chosen Ones.

I clicked on it. It took a moment or two for my computer to load, but as it did, I listened to the music, quite enchanting. I mean, here it was! This site had a serenity to it, as well as information on a variety of subjects. I was immediately fascinated about what the keepers of this site were talking about. So I looked... there it was. They had their contact info at the bottom of the index page, and I sent an email to one of them.

A few days later, I had received an authorization request on my ICQ list. It was from Keyser Soze, one of the keepers of Project X. So astounded, I added him instantly. A few days later, we chatted for a bit. We had much to say, and got along quite well. Then, a few days later, he requested that I join him in chat, though he had someone he wanted me to meet. It was his cousin, Alan Rashbi.

Thrilled, was I, to have met people who lived a great distance from myself, who I could talk to about the nature of subjects like the paranormal, occult, religion, philosophy, and magick. Before long, I had much that I wanted to share with them because I knew it would be beneficial to us all in the long run. Week after week to follow, I would email them experiences and dreams that I have had, and they would be posted in the newsletters. After a while, I had made contact with more and more people in Project X, that rather than having to remember who all of them were, I simply made a separate section in my ICQ list for my contacts in Project X.

I remember well the things that followed all of that. Their site talked about beings known as the Old Ones. Cryptically I thought to myself, "Old Ones... old ones.. why does that sound familiar? Could it be...? Oh, my!"

The Old Ones and their association to the Necronomicon had been information I had heard stories about, almost my entire life (at least this life). And in my recollection of the time I have known both Alan and his cousin, there had been much conversation concerning the Old Ones, and a bit of further research to boot.

(more about Silvermoon, Project X, the Necronomicon, and the Old Ones, next time...)

Closing Words    (view on a separate page)

"In the eye of storm you'll see a lonely dove, the experience of survival is the key... to the gravity of love."
- Enigma

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