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Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #14 May 8, 19991. Opening Words - Rinor Zidran
2. Mysteries in the Dune - Rinor Zidran
3. Stargate at Peru - AlunaJoy
4. News in the World of Supernatural: Prehistoric Moon Map Unearthed
5. The Shootings in Colorado - Bill
6. Understanding Suffering - anonymous / author unknown
7. Paranormal on the Web: The Weirdness is Out Here
8. Quote of the day
Opening Words (view on a separate page)
Author: Rinor Zidran (all articles by this author) Dear Friends.
Sometimes we try very hard to find something that is already known.
We look everywhere for that item, that thought, that feeling, in the outside
world, inside our hearts, while all the time the answer is already known
to us, but it is just forgotten and lost in time.
I cannot point on a specific example, I am sure you all understand
what I mean. I know it sounds similar to what is written in the article
on the Project X site, called "The Return To The
Past", but it is a bit different. At times, we look everywhere and
take all sorts of actions to find the right answer, while there is no right
or wrong.
As for myself, I sat this week at the dune with Aldarow and I talked
to him about the path I think I finally find in life, the right one, when
we both understood there is no right one, good isn't necessarily right
and evil is bad, every person has his/her share of rights and wrongs, everyone
has his/her path in life, and it is not the right or wrong one, because
there is no such thing, there is merely the path he/she has chosen.
What I am saying to you, all around the world, don't try so much finding
something that is widely accepted as 'right', stop putting so much energy
in your quest for right, just look around and embrace the way you have
chosen by yourself, life will look a lot better this way.
Stay aware, wherever you are... and good luck.
Rinor Zidran
P.S.: We are currently looking for constant contributors of articles
for the newsletter, in order to take a big step further and make it weekly.
Also, there are two great new sections in Project , by Ty Narada, Cyonic
Nemeton's editor, and by Keiran Dromgool - Armageddon Report. However,
the pace at which the Library is getting filled is less than satisfying,
and we need your help. Visit Diary Y (http://members.xoom.com/Project_Y/),
and open there your own personal Section.
P.P.S.: This newsletter has a mysterious watcher. He wishes to add that
these first two weeks of May are fateful, it is when the future is fixated
for you, and for the world, especially pay attention to the grand opening
on May 11th and the astronomical phenomenon, known as "Sun Cruisers".
Mysteries in the Dune (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Rinor Zidran (all articles by this author) It all started last week, I had a strange feeling I should go to the
dune, relax a little, meditate on the sand, watch the dune's hills, and
get my strength back into my body and soul.
It was four-fifteen P.M., the sun was high on the sky, hitting hard
on the sand with its warmth and energies. I got to the dune by foot (parked
my car somewhere else), and as I laid my feet on the sand I felt the difference,
I felt the dune's energies come to me, and I felt as if the dune invites
me to explore it, the same feeling that I felt at home and that have brought
me there.
I kept walking, I knew where to go, but the feeling was different,
because it was afternoon, a feeling of peace and quite, different from
the one I have when I come to the dune at morning, a feeling from the past?
and it was a positive one.
When I got to the spot at the dune where Aldarow and I always sit and
meditate, share our thoughts, something was new. The spot is all sand,
and there are trees partially surrounding it, kind of a mixture of desert
and forest, which makes it so special. One particular tree, the same one,
where we usually sit next to, was different... there was something on it,
a bag, a yellow plastic bag stuck high on it, it was close and I felt chill
going inside me, the thought of the dune inviting me to go and explore
it came to my mind again... and the chill have increased.
I saw two crows on other trees and felt as if they are watching me,
as if they protect me.
I started to move toward the tree, when suddenly one crow flew away,
and seconds later there were a dozen crows there, they were circling above
my head. I froze on my place, afraid that if I will move, they will do
something... but not quite sure what.
A minute later they flew away to a tree near the one I was about to
climb and get the bag... but the strange thing was that they landed evenly
on two trees close to each other... six on every tree.
As I started moving towards the tree where the bag was, they flew in
circles above my head again, I moved quick and got to that tree, waited
for the situation to calm down.
I climbed the tree (the crows were still there... on other trees nearby),
opened the bag and there was a pen and three papers there, one blank, two
with words in Russian.
I put it all in my pocket (the yellow bag was hanging on the tree),
and left the dune... knowing the feeling, that I had at home and as I walked
in the dune, was true.
After I meditated in the dune, I remembered Aldarow had the same bag,
but I knew it was not him. I did not know what was written on the papers,
I did not know why the pen, Aldarow knew, and we were about to find out...
To Be Continued...
Stargate at Peru (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: AlunaJoy (all articles by this author) Article from AlunaJoy's newsletter, HAUK'IN SPECTRUM - April 1999.
mailto:alunajoy@kachina.net
or mailto:alunajoy@1spirit.com
PERU - Stargate, dimensional gate or simply carved rock? This question
has arisen in the minds of Peruvian Ufologists recently... I wrote the
following brief article a couple of months ago for publishing in the British
TruthSeekers Review, and thought that it might arouse the curiosity of
some in this newsgroup. I first heard of it while in conversation with
a Peruvian UFO researcher. What follows is the compilation of information
that was subsequently sent on to me after I spent much time ringing contacts
around Lima.
A huge mysterious door-like structure has recently been discovered in
the Hayu Marca Mountain region of Southern Peru. Hayu Marca, 35 kilometers
from the city of Puno has long been revered by local Indians as the "City
of the Gods," and has never been fully explored because of the rugged mountain
terrain. Although no actual city has ever been discovered, many of the
rock formations of the region resemble buildings and artificial structures.
The door, or the "Puerta de Hayu Marca" (Gate of the gods/spirits) has
been at some time in the distant past carved out of a natural rock face
and in all measures exactly seven meters in height by seven meters in width
with a smaller alcove in the center at the base, which measures in at just
under two meters in height. Jose Luis Delgado Mamani stumbled across the
structure while trekking through the surrounding foothills trying to familiarize
himself with the area as his job is as a guide for mountaineering tourists.
"When I saw the structure for the first time, I almost passed out..." said
Mamani in an interview with the local press. "I have dreamed of such a
construction repeatedly over the years, but in the dream the path to the
door was paved with pink marble, and with pink marble statues lining either
side of the path. In the dream, I also saw that the smaller door was open
and there was a brilliant blue light coming from what looked like a shimmering
tunnel. I have commented to my family many times about these dreams, and
so when I finally gazed upon the doorway, it was like a revelation from
God... How do you make order of such a strange occurrence?"
ARCHEOLOGICAL AUTHORITIES
After discovering the door earlier this year, Mamani contacted archeological
authorities in Puno, La Paz and Lima, and within a short time the area
was besieged with archeologists and Inca historians. It turned out that
the native Indians of the region had a legend that spoke of "A gateway
to the lands of the gods", and in that legend it was said that in times
long past, great heroes had gone to join their gods and passed through
the gate for a glorious new life of immortality, and on rare occasions
those men returned for a short time with their gods to "inspect all the
lands in the kingdom" through the gate. Another legend tells of the time
when the Spanish Conquistadors arrived in Peru, and looted gold and precious
stones from the Inca tribes -- and one Inca priest of the temple of the
seven rays named Aramu Maru fled from his temple with a sacred golden disk
known as "The key of the gods of the seven rays," and hid in the mountains
of Hayu Marca. He eventually came upon the doorway which was being watched
by shaman priests. He showed them the key of the gods and a ritual was
performed with the conclusion of a magical occurrence initiated by the
golden disk which opened the portal, and according to the legend blue light
did emanate from a tunnel inside. The priest Aramu Maru handed the golden
disk to the shaman and then passed through the portal "never to be seen
again." Archeologists have observed a small hand sized circular depression
on the right hand side of the small entranceway, and have theorized that
this is where a small disk could be placed and held by the rock.
VISIONS OF STARS
According to some individuals who have laid their hands on the small
door, a feeling of energy flowing has been commented on, as well as strange
experiences such as visions of stars, columns of fire and the sounds of
unusual rhythmic music. Others have said that they have perceived tunnels
on the interior of the structure, though nobody as yet has found a gap
that would illustrate the door opening, on the contrary the professional
opinion is that there is no actual door, for the frame and the entranceway
and the back of the alcove are all carved from the same rock. It is interesting
to note that the structure undeniably resembles the gate of the sun at
Tiahuanaco and five other archeological sites which link together by imaginary
straight lines a cross with the lines crossing each other exactly at the
point where the plateau and lake of Titicaca is located. News reports from
the region over the last twenty years have indicated sizable UFO activity
in all of these areas, especially at Lake Titicaca. Most of the reports
describe glowing blue spheres and bright white disk shaped objects. The
aforementioned legend concludes with a prophecy that the door of the gods
will one day open "many times bigger than it actually is..." and allow
the gods to return in their "sun ships...." Sounds familiar to me!
News in the World of Supernatural: Prehistoric Moon Map Unearthed (view on a separate page) A map of the moon ten times older than anything known before has been
found carved into stone at one of Ireland's most ancient and mysterious
Neolithic sites. It has been identified by Dr Philip Stooke of the University
of Western Ontario in Canada. What puzzled him greatly was that there was
no recorded map of the moon older than about 500 years. Then he found one.
It took the eye of an expert to see it for what it was. It was carved into
a rock in one of Ireland's most remarkable prehistoric tombs at Knowth,
County Meath. ?I was amazed when I saw it. Place the markings over a picture
of the full moon and you will see that they line up. It is without doubt
a map of the moon, the most ancient one ever found,? said Dr Stooke. ?It's
all there in the carving. You can see the overall pattern of the lunar
features from features such as Mare Humorun through to Mare Crisium.? Dr
Stooke believes that it may have been drawn on the rock with chalk or with
colored paint. Before this discovery, the oldest map of the moon was by
Leonardo da Vinci, drawn about 1505.
{Source: BBC News}
The Shootings in Colorado (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Bill (all articles by this author) The media is overflowing with commentary as to who is to blame for the
terrible school shootings in Littleton Colorado. Parents, school, church,
movies, Internet, music, etc. Everyone and everything is being mentioned.
Yet no one dares to consider the cosmic changes spoken of by those who
came before us. Our lives are now under the influence of Uranus and Pluto.
Uranus brings on revolution, irrational thoughts, confusion, It does this
to make way for a new consciousness. The liberation from the past comes
at a price. Uranus spins opposite to the other planets and its magnetic
field is chaotic. This age is ruled by Uranus, which in the Greek Bible
means Heaven. Pluto is the dark planet. As the earth's vibration speeds
up many cannot take the vibrations of Pluto energy. Evils laying deep in
the subconscious are brought to the surface. On February 11th 1999, Pluto
and Charon crossed Neptune's orbit (the river Styx) and took their place
as the doorway to the next world. Pluto made its move 2 months ago. Over
the last 80 years or so we have seen war after war, atomic bombs, religious
conflict and a breakdown of "traditional values".? The influences
of Uranus and Pluto have been written of down through the years, and their
time is now. Our civilizations and societies have been turned upside down.
Traditional order has been uprooted. Everything has dramatically changed
yet people are pointing fingers instead of understanding the cosmic implications
of this change. The magnetism has changed human thinking in its evolution
towards a new consciousness. The new Aquarium season of the cosmos is taking
a deep hold. That is why it is so important that you meditate. One who
goes within collapses the wave to a particle and can focus in harmony with
this new angle of light. One, who does not, becomes subject to the chaos
and confusion of the new disruptive energy. So when people cry out on TV,
" what is going on", "how could this happen"? Jesus gave the answer in
the Bible. "You can discern the signs of the seasons, but you cannot discern
the signs of the times". Pluto and Charon have made their move and the
shaking is coming down. Though those outside will not hear it, that is
the reason for the drastic change in our social order. That is the reason
that the darkness has risen to the surface in individuals and countries
alike. As Joseph Campbell pointed out, our myth is Star Wars and Darth
Vader is we. But have heart as you look within. The Weatherman is about
to tip the pitcher and wash the darkness away.
Bill (from Hidden Meanings)
Understanding Suffering (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: anonymous / author unknown (all articles by this author) Suffering seems to be one of those fundamental human experiences that
we all have in common, and is perhaps the one we would all gladly give
up. We often feel oppressed and frustrated by suffering because we do not
understand it. It can pierce the heart of our being and our identity, and
shake every assumption we hold about ourselves and the world. It often
seems to destroy our will power and overthrow our commitments, to our dismay.
We fear suffering, and react to it with anger and frustration, because
we feel oppressed by it and powerless against it. This is another way of
saying that we are the victim of our suffering. We take the victim stance
when we assert our powerlessness against something, and then project our
power onto the "victimizer," which gets blamed for our situation. We then
indulge in feelings of self-righteous indignation, "justifiable" anger,
and self-pity. The denial of our own power (and its consequent projection)
lies at the root of suffering. We will come back to his point.
Let's look at one example of suffering that many of us experience on
our path of personal growth and healing: suffering over lost peace.
Spiritual insights seem to come in waves; that is, when we have a flash
of spiritual illumination and understanding (or a "peak experience"), it
is always followed, after some time, by a return to our previous "normal"
state of mind and spiritual understanding. Our insight will often stay
with us in the form of an intellectual understanding or belief, but it
may take years for it to really become integrated into our everyday being
and our way of relating to the world.
For example, many of us have had the powerful experience of realizing
that our lives are guided by a higher purpose than our own, and that every
event in our lives is a necessary step in the unfolding of our highest
path. When we are actually experiencing the truth of this insight in the
moment, it gives us great relief and joy, and allows for a peaceful acceptance
that lets us calmly abide in whatever situation we find ourselves. In this
space we are conscious of the necessity of every thing that has ever happened,
and of the nonexistence of "coincidence;" we have great, loving compassion
for ourselves and others, and we are in touch with our desire to "play
out our part" in life. In this space we do not suffer.
Unfortunately, we usually "come down" from this experience in short
order. With luck, its effects will stay with us for a few hours or days,
giving us a chance to reexamine our lives and our assumptions in its light.
These can be occasions of powerful and effortless growth and healing. But
the peaceful experience always eventually fades, and we find ourselves
back in our "normal" state of mind.
Days or weeks later, the experience has faded to a memory, a mere idea,
and we can hardly even recall its impact. Struggling to remember and recreate
that sense of peace and joy, we find instead the familiar, oppressive "reality"
of our doubts and fears, beside which peace seems only a fantasy. It is
at this point that we start once again to feel powerless; frustration and
anger return, as we feel outrage at the universe or God for having "robbed"
us of our peace and joy. Then we experience the suffering of being the
victim of this undeserved punishment. We may say, "Now that I have seen
that I really, truly want only love and peace, why must I go through all
of this garbage all over again?"
Inseparable from our suffering is a belief or an interpretation that
we have about it, though we may be unconscious of it. In this example,
we suffer because of our sense of powerlessness to create what we want
(peace and joy), and the interpretation of our suffering is that WE ARE
POWERLESS, and a victim to God (or the universe). In order to transform
suffering by understanding it, it is necessary to clearly see what meaning
or interpretation you have attached to your suffering. This is because
your suffering is, in truth, a RESULT of the interpretation, and NOT the
other way around. First, you form a belief based on some experience, and
THEN you experience suffering, BECAUSE OF that belief.
A BELIEF CAUSES US TO SUFFER SIMPLY BECAUSE IT IS UNTRUE. Restated,
suffering results from believing an untruth. Notice, in our example, that
we did not start to suffer until we had given up on creating peace, and
decided that we were powerless to do so. That is the point where we start
believing the untruth of our victimhood, and simultaneously start suffering.
All suffering has victimhood-- the belief in powerlessness-- at its root.
So far we have only looked at the CAUSE of suffering, which is a necessary
first step in transforming it. What about the purpose of suffering?
If we allow the idea that all suffering is the result of a false belief
in powerlessness, then our suffering is the messenger that reveals to us
our areas of disempowerment. Whether or not we then take steps to heal
these areas is our choice.
Another way to look at suffering is to see it as the universe's way
of showing us what we are attached to. Any attachment is also rooted in
a belief in an untruth, and is therefore a cause for suffering. For example,
we may be suffering because we have no life partner at the moment, and
we believe that we are lonely and unhappy because we have no partner. In
this case, our attachments are to (1) having a partner, and (2) the BELIEF
that we cannot be happy without one. The way out of suffering is to release
the attachments and untrue beliefs at its root. The fact that we suffer
over our attachment is what tells us with certainty that the underlying
belief is, in fact, untrue.
The harder work, by far, is this matter of releasing our attachments
and untrue beliefs; this is truly a lifetime's (or many lifetimes') work.
In the meantime, we may take some comfort in understanding the purpose
of suffering not as some form of cosmic punishment, but rather as our higher
guidance faithfully showing us all of the areas where we are mired in attachment
and resisting growth.
When you think about the incredible number of attachments we have,
it is enlightening to realize that we seldom suffer over more than one
at a time. Perhaps this is because our higher self knows that we cannot
realistically work with more than one attachment or belief at a time, so
there would be no point in our suffering over more than one at a time.
It is also helpful to remember that suffering is not something that
is thrust upon us like a punishment by the universe; it is what we ourselves
have created by choosing to deny truth and believe in untruth, and it is
our incentive to reconsider these false beliefs. When we are in the midst
of suffering, realizing this may not give us any peace. We need to be careful
not to BLAME ourselves for having created our suffering. This would only
be the creation of more suffering through the false belief that we DESERVE
to suffer, which is a self-supporting vicious circle.
Identifying the false beliefs that underlie our suffering will bring
us closer to healing our disempowerment, but it will not always bring us
immediate release. In the meantime, we can fruitfully use the experience
of suffering to teach our subconscious that our suffering comes from denial
and giving away our power. To do this, when you are suffering, you could
use an affirmation like,
"This is what it feels like to give my power away.
This is what denial feels like.
This is what blaming feels like.
This is what attachment feels like.
I choose to release my false beliefs and attachments,
and remember my Truth.
I choose to take back all of my misplaced power,
and remember my role as the creator of all my experiences."
Using an affirmation like this will help us stop projecting the CAUSE
of our suffering onto God, the universe, or others. This we must do in
order to remember that only WE have the power to stop our suffering. First
we must come to terms with being the creator of our experience-- without
blaming ourselves or others. Then we can focus on how and why we HAVE created
our experience and suffering. This leads to understanding, and allows us
to release our attachments and false beliefs, and thereby release ourselves
from suffering.
Paranormal on the Web: The Weirdness is Out Here (view on a separate page) Today we take a break from the regular recommendations on paranormal
websites to bring you... well, even more weirder ones.
1) LSD and strychnine in the phone boots as gangs' initiation ritual?
Urban legend. A support petition for deprived women of Afghanistan? Good-intentional
chain letter gone astray. A computer virus, cornily dubbed as AIDS, attacking
your speakers and keyboard? Hoax. Forward it to your friends, and by the
means of attached tracking software Bill Gates and Walt Disney will give
you 5,000 $? Another Hoax. Chernobyl, Melissa and Happy99 viruses? Ouch,
those are real. Read all the latest Net rumors and hoaxes at:
Current
Internet Hoaxes, Urban Legends, and other Digital Lies (http://urbanlegends.miningco.com/library/blhoax.htm)
or at:
Urban
Legend Combat Kit at Netsquirrel.com (http://www.netsquirrel.com/combatkit/)
and see if you fell for one before.
2) Remember the golden age of BBSs, those antique machines of such
precious items, like warez, XXX pics and text files. Yes, text files, once
our only source of information, before the HTMLs and such took over. For
those who missed them, or still seek for bits and bytes of forbidden knowledge,
go rummage through hundreds of well categorized files on computers, humor,
computers humor, occult, sex, hacking, phreaking and more at TEXTFILES
(http://www.textfiles.com/).
3) Let's leave alone our personal webpages for a minute. Have you ever
stumbled upon a commercial or information site full with ugly tables, unnecessary
clip art from Winword, too dazzling and heavily loaded cheap JAVA effects
and rows of ,grammar,. and spelin' mistakes? If you have, then you have
discovered another Web Page That Suck. For those who like the suffering
in the surfing, or wish to learn a good HTML coding by looking at a bad
one, visit Web Pages That Suck (http://www.webpagesthatsuck.com/)
and prepare yourselves for a good laughter.
4) And finally, for the voyeur types among us, visit the directory
of the best
live web cams (http://dspace.dial.pipex.com/paul.tweedle/).
As long as there are exhibitionists...
Quote of the day (view on a separate page) "We have the power to forget."
- Samuel L. Jackson, "Sphere"
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