Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #77September 8, 2002
1. Opening Words: I simply am - Alexander Aldarow
Opening Words: I simply am (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Hello, my dear friends.
It has occurred to me that it was a while since I have directly addressed you, besides occasional administrative messages. I am also (painfully) well aware that it has been over a month since the previous newsletter, but this period has coincided with a lot of changes on a personal level, and I had to mentally sort through a lot of new revelations before directing my attention back to our humble e-zine.
Just like over a year ago, it has been a period of another jump in my spiritual development. More of old beliefs and patterns were shed off, more supernatural experiences have flown in, all of them interconnected into a curious matrix of meanings, encounters, dreams, signs. I can even claim that my focus on the present time was re-gained. Of course, I am now cautious with bold statements like "Enlightenment achieved! There is nowhere further to go!" That is far from truth, yet I believe - no, I KNOW - that I've climbed up another step. Like previously, this small ascension was paired with a harsh conflict/crisis, yet afterwards came a "rewarding" (<-a word I actually dislike to use) sense of peace and purposefulness.
One of the things I've fully come to understand - although it can appear somewhat obvious to many of you - is that I have no need in (self-)definitions. I don't have to - and wouldn't now know how to - state what stage of my life I'm at, or what I am now. The labels of the type "I'm this and that" seem redundant. I simply am. I know that it is hard to explain verbally, and, interpreted the wrong way, you can perceive my ramblings as some arrogant proclamations. Therefore, another invitation to a dialogue. Can you do a better job than me about explaining the "I simply am"? Are you experiencing something similar? Or should I go back to school, repeat my English lessons and try this task again? :-)
Enjoy today's newsletter. I, again, apologize you had to wait for it
for so long. There are some changes that reshape the nature of the entire
Project X as well, as the last bits of our old ideology fall away, and
we establish a simple conversation from one "I simply am" to another. I
will keep you posted on all the changes, as we enter the period of blissful
Messages From Beyond 2012 (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
MESSAGES FROM BEYOND 2012
Communications to us from the makers of the authentic crop formations, and their meanings for all of humanity.
About "them"; the makers of the crop formations...
THEY are time travelers.
Just as one cannot gain a clear appreciation for a crop formation while
viewing it from ground level (they are meant to be seen from above), so
it may likewise be that we cannot form an adequate understanding of the
messages that the formations are intended to convey to us until, through
the passing of time and sufficient layers of complexity, we can glean a
"big picture" view of the over-all patterns.
Clues And Conclusions
Aside from the obvious significance of the regions around Stonehenge (as well as the very "craftable" fields of crops in Southern England), there may another clue to the interpretation of the crop formations by the simple fact of where they have been so often found. When the Voice Of America begins a news program in a particular language, it is preceded by a familiar announcement in English, "This program is in the Portuguese language", or which ever language is being spoken. Let's allow ourselves to imagine that the crop formation makers were using a similar ploy by keeping their patterns in England.
Clue # 1
Assuming that we are receiving messages from our concerned descendants
who are seeking to encourage us to clean up our act and to make ourselves
spiritually / mentally / emotionally / metaphysically more ready for the
changes ahead, one might rightly ask why they don't just "land on the White
House lawn" and make themselves and their messages irrefutably known. It
would be reasonable to consider that any such time travelers would be operating
within a frameworked set of constraints much like a Star Trek style "prime
directive" of non-interference coupled with the allotment that we in our
time-line continue to operate within the parameters of our free will.
All is "ISNESS" (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
I have always contemplated the idea of "God" to be an embodiment of
all things that exist within the universe, until now I've had difficulty
explaining these views unto others however it appears that I am no longer
alone on the ideas I have always subscribed to.
To learn and understand the concept and ideals of Isness, I have included additional information and websites below.
The following is an excerpt from a email journal written from a very talented prodigy & research associate of ours who inadvertently shares a common perception that appears to follow into the same concept and ideas expressed pertaining to this topic of discussion which I will share with you.
I wanted to make sure you got this so I sent it to all the email addresses
I have for you, so expect some duplicates email, OK?
I have said some of this before, the future is carved in stone. It is not just one future though, it is all possible futures. You and me as an energy or a life force with a certain energy composition will follow a certain path that is spelled out. Change a component of your energy and you will change only the path your consciousness will follow or seek a complementary energy to go towards. That is the only true choice we have.
This is only a small part of a dynamic though. Some of the other parts as I see them are a purpose the life we have chosen - to learn and grow as a spiritual being. We exist so the Prime Creator can experience self. To do this we need to experience all possible outcomes of the decisions we make, therefore it makes sense that there would be more then the one reality that we are experiencing now. More then one you or me existing in other realities making and taking the decisions we did or did not.
This door has been opened for me and I am going through. I am in a state of thought where I would not have a problem talking to the other me's, I would not be disorientated. These statements and ideas may be just too outrageous for some, but they feel right and make sense to me. 7 years of looking into time travel, religion, philosophy. Having a hell of a time trying to make them fit together, not all the parts do and that's ok. Those parts or the details that seem to have nothing in common with anything. Similarities in thought or ideas across time and in various cultures and their philosophies, the ones the don't seem to go away for some reason, that is what needed looking at.
I can't claim to have all the answers but I have a tool that can help me find them - a way of thinking about reality itself and its dynamic relationship to consciousness and time. I still am going to be involved in scientific stuff, I am not starting a new religion. I am trying to break away from the dogma of thought that humans have put upon themselves. And that is very hard to do. Think about all the things that guide your actions and thoughts, peer pressure, society pressure (of the culture you live in), religious pressure, rules and regulations (of the land you live in), those are a few. I am not saying to disregard all these things but they are away of controlling. There seems to be a good idea with some bad stuff attached to it in a lot of the cases.
I wish I could tell you that something happened, but I can't. Oh well. I will let you know if anything happens though."
Impossible means that you haven't figured out how to do it yet!
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The Story of Elijah (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
I came into this world in 1973 through a severe auto accident, in which
the doctors were surprised I lived through. I was in a coma for 3 1/2 days,
when they came to my mother and told her, we don't know what was going
on, but that I was going to be OK.
Through the years I read MANY books on UFOs, pyramids ancient civilizations and religions. Even books on channeling, Jane Roberts, Seth Materials, Ramtha and the likes. And channeling "at that time" seamed to best explain my situation. Which in truth WAS what I was doing. Although no one seemed to understand me except a very few. Anyhow as time progressed, I was moved to read the Bible, I thought well that is a very old book, maybe there is something about ancient cultures, OR, maybe, that book was something an alien race dictated to gifted people of that day to sometime in the future. Maybe, just maybe, it was not a religious book at all.
Well then, I did a totally religious thing, I got saved, as they say,
accepted Christ, the whole thing. But religion made NO sense to me, totally
offensive, BS. But as I read more of that book, it started talking to me.
Now I know that sounds strange, but not really.
Needles to say, that is exactly why I continued reading "those words"
and meditating on them "in most instances" for long periods of time. They
would be my last thought at night, and my first thought in the morning.
I LITERALLY thought about those words day and night. I would say them over
and over in my mind or read them over and over. And they would give mean
understanding I already knew, but now I knew it on a conscious level. It's
like I knew it in the back of my mind. And through those words the concepts
became conscious thought. Have I lost you yet?
THEN, in time, I found Project X, and quite by accident I would add. You see, nothing of significance ever happened to me when I consciously thought, well I will go here or go there. Everything of any significant meaning just KINDA HAPPENED. That has been my experience to this days in time.
THAT is called "destiny" and the fulfillment thereof. THAT is why I say FREE WILL must be given up to allow destiny to run its course. There is literally NOTHING I can consciously do to fulfill my destiny. It has ALREADY been predestine. The only thing I can do is to allow it to BECOME manifested into reality.
I know how that last statement could sound to most people. They say, "But God gave mankind free will," and, yes, he DID. But consider THIS... What has man done to this point with his free will? Then does it not seem logical that man is NOT capable of finding TRUE PEACE through free will, but by allowing destiny to take its course.
If humanity is to achieve TRUE PEACE, and IT WILL, it will NOT be through free will.
But now I leave a warning to humanity, take heed to IT. Peace WILL come. Only AFTER free will has run its course that THAT which is predestined might be fulfilled. And, ALL THAT IS WRITTEN be done. There again only AFTER the times of much trouble has first come.
The great and dreadful DAY of The Lord IS come. But who should hear?
Take comfort in this very thing, PEACE IS man's to achieve, and ALL shall be saved, wet so as by FIRE.
Thoughts (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Mankind is given the ability to think and what we think is called "Thought". Thoughts are constantly going through the brain. What is the reason for thought? Most would say we are to learn by thinking and to know all that humanity has thought, written and said through ages past. That is just processing the thoughts of others. That comes under the division called Tonal.
Through perception and awareness, the mind can draw up, from within, new Knowledge, and that will cause Creation to take place. Within that creative thought, there lies the Nagual or all that cannot be named.
When thought rests in awareness and perception, that thought does not end. No thing ends or dissolves, even thought. That wave coming through the brain, rushes on out into the atmosphere to be picked up by a receiver who also is perceptive and aware. This is the way world Consciousness is built and comes from the Nagual into the Tonal.
When thought comes out of the Unseen and passes out into the atmosphere, there are those who are aware, who hear and, in hearing, that thought becomes multiplied and creates a new world Consciousness.
With creative thoughts of Love, not fear, we may pass over the barrier of time into the Nagual, or the Unseen. There we cause a new world Consciousness to evolve which will dissolve all of the dire fear predictions of the past. The use of thought is far more important than going about doing things. Thoughts are the building blocks of a new Consciousness of Love, which brings all mankind into that Love.
These are fumbling attempts to uncover the use of thought and to verify that thoughts are things because thought creates on both sides of the Line of Time now drawn.
I have a poem or writing I have called: "Baby Thoughts" which shows how thoughts leave our minds and grow as they pass on and on. There they multiply as others' thoughts merge. It then becomes Consciousness co-created by the Great Spirit. Some call it God, the Creator of All. It matters not what it is called; it is the Source of the deep inner thought which is co-creative. The Source did not create once and stop; creation is in constant motion and mankind is given the power to co-create through his thoughts. (to be continued later)
Oct.19 /1999 at 11:30 PM
When new thoughts pass through from the Creative Thought, those thoughts find no resting place because they do not conform to what we have been taught over many centuries. And so they pass on in the River as unused.
If, however, new thoughts are received and contemplated openly, the brain opens up to receive more thoughts. On all sides new voices now proclaim a new Consciousness and each voice speaks in the same vein of thought but perhaps in a different manner. The one Proclamation is total, unconditional Love.
Various religions have been set up by fear tactics. Each religion has started with someone receiving a new thought. Upon that one thought an entire religion is built and immediately it becomes fenced in as the Only Way. From this has come the wars and bloodshed among people for ages, one against another, all based upon fear..
When a person tries to put Thought from the Creator into puny words, those words fail for the Creator rests in the unseen Nagual where things are unseen by third dimensional senses. Mankind has difficulty even understanding the unconditional Love of the Father of all. Man thinks of love as "if you do such and such I will love you" as though love must be earned. And so religion is based upon the same premise. To be loved by the Father/God/Creator man must earn that love.
So each religion has its Saint, its Redeemer, its Stand-in and that
being is worshiped instead of looking to the Creator of all. The blindness
of human perception has taken all mankind far from the Shores of Heaven
where Love alone reigns. Heaven is not a place; Heaven is a state of joy,
peace, abundance in all areas.
In The "Face" Of Fear (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Are we missing the boat? (Or the star ship?)
August 18, 2002
Linda Moulton Howe, a well known crop circle researcher, (during her
regular segment on Whitley Strieber's Dreamland radio program last evening)
eluded that she is leaning toward the persuasion that the 2002 crop formation
face is most likely the work of earthlings as opposed to ETs. She seemed
most suspicious that the formation could be the work of Disney Corp as
a way of promoting their hit movie, "Signs". Admittedly, Ms. Howe has not
seen the film, and was speaking of her first reaction when confronted with
an image of the pectoral glyph. (And as Mr. Strieber quickly pointed out,
the face in the 2002 image bears almost no resemblance to the aliens in
When you click on to the particular image of the 2002 face linked at
the bottom of this message, you might be first taken by the fact that the
image was - indeed - created in a non-traditional process.
IF JUST THIS CIRCLE - WITH ITS HIGHLY PRECISE ENCODING - HAD APPEARED OVER NIGHT, THERE NO QUESTION AND NO DEBATE THAT IT REPRESENTS AN AUTHENTIC- CONSISTENT - TRUE TO FORM, "CROP CIRCLE" EVENT.
I would fully expect that there will be those in the "skeptical" and
hoaxer communities who will come forward to try to take credit for this
formation. I'm also expecting that we will hear fake testimonies from individuals
who will claim to have watched as the pattern was hoaxed.
Let's pretend for a moment that there had never before been anything in the "crop circle" arena before the appearance of the 2002 Face; no circles, no hoaxers, no theories... nothing.
Let's say that the image on the attached link had appeared as it is
from "out of the blue" over the course of 3 - 4 days last week. The event
would have been seized upon by the global media and heralded as the clear,
unquestionable, earth-shaking, history changing point of "contact" with
a civilization from elsewhere that has demonstrated the capacity to employ
energies of incomprehensible potential.
What have we lost along the way that has so drained our capacity for wonderment?
We have become far more fearful of the hurtful, fear-based assailings of our fellow earthlings than toward any potential dangers from "out there".
In my opinion, if Disney Corp is responsible for the 2002 Face formation, then they have already achieved levels of technology beyond those that power and drive the star ship Enterprise.
One of the going "come-backs" that crop circle researchers throw back
when confronted by those who assert that all crop formations are hoaxes
And "Amen" to THAT! Now, take a look at the image on the attached link
and tell me if you don't think that THIS one isn't just a "20", but is
more toward the denomination of a G-note!