Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #7January 25, 1999
1. Opening words - Alexander Aldarow
2. The Experience - Alexander Aldarow
3. Messages by James, Kent Myer, Elijah, Nancy, Lynn - Today's Mail
4. A Message From Our Family - Eugene Fields
5. Earth Confederation - EConfed
6. Revelation - Elijah
7. Quote of the day
Opening words (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow (all articles by this author)
This newsletter, as well as Project Y, is becoming centered on the things
other people has to say or tell; therefore, you find their words speaking
to your hearts, do not hesitate to e-mail us, and we will connect between
you two, because this is the main idea behind our projects -- the Gathering,
the sharing, the mutual help.
We plan to make the next, eighth (Chinese lucky number) newsletter,
contributed solely by you, the readers, therefore, we ask all of you to
pick your pen, I mean, keyboard, and write down a recommendation for a
website for "Paranormal on Web", or suggest a "Quote of the day", announce
any "News in the world of supernatural", send your comments, messages and
experiences; in other words, collaborate with us!
Our beloved Project Y (http://members.xoom.com/Project_Y/)
is expanding, visit and read the newest additions--
Phil: thoughts on many paranormal topics; looking
for readers to exchange the ideas;
Total Alias: amazing and unbelievable, but nevertheless
true story about the enemy among us;
Starr: connection with the God within, being
in the place of unconditional Love and Peace;
--then apply for your own Section in the sacred
In this letter I (Aldarow) present to
you something special, it is probably the most important and tremendous
thing that happened to me in years. I want you to be patient, since it
may seem slightly long, however, I need to share it with all of you; I
was taught many important lessons by, as I called it, The Experience, but
I think many of us can refer to it as well.
The Experience (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Alexander Aldarow (all articles by this author)
On January the 17th, 1999, I received an envelope from Nancy (see her
comments below) with material on ATOMs and hostile takeover of the ECKANKAR
movement. The full coverage on that you can read in Nancy's section on
Project Y. However, to briefly understand what took place, bear in mind
that DARWIN is the spiritual master, who was thrown from the movement,
but survived the attacks nevertheless, while HAROLD KLEMP is the negative
one, driven by the evil forces, who misled, twisted and exploited the basic
ideas of Ancient Teachings of the Masters (ATOM).
Also, remember this: I, personally, until that unforgettable night, had
no personal relation to the takeover conspiracy, and by no means felt connected
with persons directly involved in it. Until that night...
What happened later, when I went to bed, cannot be classified as a
dream. It was something enormously long, something that took several days
in THAT reality, and hours in this one, therefore, when I'll say 'night',
'day', 'dream', be aware that I am referring to something INSIDE The Experience,
e.g., 'dream' = 'dream inside The Dream, The Experience'. And just to give
you first impression of its impact: when I returned, woke up, if you will,
overwhelmed, heart pounding, mouth dry, I then turned on the light, it
was 2:30 AM, took my dreams journal, and, at the middle of the night, during
almost two hours, I wrote down what I've seen and lived through. Here is
the description, as shortened as possible.
Night #1 (night 1 in the Experience, not in our every day's reality):
I am thrown out of my bed to the ceiling, I feel its surface and touch
the nearby lamp, I'm totally scared, then I fall back; later I notice,
that though I was supposedly thrown up, then back, my blanket wasn't messed
up, I couldn't go through it, therefore -- I was taken out from my body.
Night #2 and #3: I dream that I am in a cinema theater, on the immense
screen -- something about the X-files, I recognize it as a dream , so the
dream becomes LUCID and I walk forward, to the screen, where I see a road,
it has some connection with me, I let this overwhelming picture to embrace,
to completely cover my vision's field. The same, although lesser, returns
at night #3.
Daytime: I'm in my room, when my mother declare that... Nancy (!!!)
came to visit. She enters my room, I somehow manage to speak with her in
English, I try to tell her how I 'fell on the ceiling', when... there is
a noise from my PC speakers. I disconnect them, cable by cable, and finally
I disconnect the power supply cable, but the noise continues, and changes.
At first, we hear something like an argument/an interview between Darwin
and Harold (!!!!), something as if documented, but it turn to be a mockery
by Satan/Devil/Kempo or Kenda (this name is derived from Klemp, although
in the Experience I thought of him as Kemp). I think to myself, "This is
the first real supernatural experience", but the evil voice continues.
There is a reference to my OBE -- the evil forces give me a strong paranormal
experience (as happened before in reality), only to scare me away from
further development of it, and I must agree -- my fears blocked me from
further exploration. There is more said by the evil one, references to
other things, to something previous, but I am not quite able to put them
into words. Something unusual, supernatural takes place, evil ones' involvement.
My attention shifts back to Nancy, she's brought me a gift, and I felt
embarrassed, since I haven't bought her anything, so I suggest her to pick
a painting of nature from those hanging on my wall (not in reality). Also
I give her many little coins, that are no longer in use, so that she can
add them to her coins, to balance the evil presence among them.
What happens next is more like a movie, in which I change the roles
of the viewer/the participant, the movie later becomes something like kids'
adventure book. On the streets of a small town next to mine... Darwin is
persecuted!!! I see him being chased; there is a white van that loses parts
as it speeds and collides; Darwin runs to a house to seek for a shelter,
but the house owner turns Darwin to police, to the arms of law, and asks
the authorities for compensation, since, according to his words, he was
compelled to hide Darwin in his house for 2-8 days; the same is stated
by his red-haired neighbor. I do not understand why this moment of Darwin's
is supposed to be gleeful, isn't Darwin a 'good guy'? But Darwin immediately
returns to the same house, he escaped from the police station, with him
-- a black crow (raven), which, at the sound of ATOM music, starts dancing
on the wall and become a kind of butterfly.
(The adventure book part) Me and my female partner hide in a room,
I disguise as an arm-chair, when two agents of the hostile, evil organization
enter the room, we jump on them, capture them, the one I catch is an old
lady, I make her spread her legs, telling the agents, "Eat the floor",
but I am advised (by whom? Who is the 'narrator', the guiding voice behind
the screen?) that the expression is redundant.
Now both of us have a gun, I keep mine in 'unsafe' position, always
tempted to fire a round; our operation is now tremendously expanded: we
have many hostages, we took over a besieged building (my own take-over!
But do not mistake, we are the good ones here, the rebels, taking back
what is rightfully ours, against the powers surrounding the building).
I see many familiar faces among the hostages, some are unhappy, one is
completely drunks, many are silent, there is two dining halls connected
via kitchen, and a special food, which I preserve for special guests (who?)
I don't see my partner, who is in the other building's wing, the more deserted
one, so I decide to take a quick dash to that side, to check on everything,
without my absence to be noticed by my 'prisoners'.
And here is an ancient scenery of my dreams comes to life: there are
multiple corridors, stairways, I go down to the ground floor, I decide
to return by taking random stairways, but some people working there say
that this entrance is now closed. I am obliged to go outside the building,
where I encounter, soldiers, troopers, enemies! I flee, they are after
me, and then I see Leslie Nielsen (the comic actor) in a jeep, together
we escape the enemies, as we roll down the hill, the soldiers are with
grenades, but I'm the one throwing a dynamite at them. Finally we somehow
manage to make it back, not so far from the main entrance to the building,
when suddenly the jeep again starts rolling down the hill, and I certainly
don't want it, I try to stop it by the power of my will, since it is a
dream, maybe this barrier will stop the vehicle, when...
It is all gone. The final scene, the final confrontation. I am sitting
on a bed, while opposite to me is... the Devil, Satan, Kempo! A smirk on
his face, he mocks, he's in charge (he reminds me of the being from the
5th dimension in an episode of "Louis and Clark" series, kind of preternatural
wiseguy). There are references to what took place earlier, I try to reason
with him, telling that I tried to combine evil and good inside me (which
was true), but his answer wasn't positive to that; nevertheless, his central
statement/threat is that he will destroy me now. He awaits, and I await,
too, he tries to outsmart me, he says, "Now I can't destroy you", and it's
2:40 PM, then he says, "Now I can", and it's 3:04 PM, and then I understand,
that this was the period of time when I stopped my thoughts, that his actions
and reactions are the OUTCOME of MY thoughts and decisions, that he is,
as I briefly thought before, and as the corny saying/movie title goes,
"the enemy within"!!! I understand that know; I shout at him, since we
are in LUCID dream, and I can project my thinking onto this reality; by
my angry words and shouts I am starting to defeat him, to beat him (in
his own game?), he starts to wither, to shrink, to age, I yell that I don't
want to see his thinning, lessening hair, his geriatricly spotted skin,
he attempts to yell something similar to me, but that had no weight now,
no importance, I am finally winning, he is merely a stick of flesh now,
his eyes close, open again, I tell him in Satanic novels' manner, "Good-bye,
father", his eyes open again, again close, I am banishing him, I have the
Is he completely gone?
At the morning, when I awake, there is a call from Nancy. I recall
that there were a couple more phone calls from her during the entire experience.
She tells me to rub the base chakra (she was told by ATOM/Darwin), since
it is where he (the Devil) left me from. I see orange and yellow pieces,
which imply to the chakras' colors.
The end... and the New Beginning!
I did just that, as Nancy has told me at the closing moments. As I
woke up, I felt a heat somewhere near 2nd (orange) or 3rd (yellow) chakra,
and I rubbed both that place and the place of the base chakra, the 1st
chakra of, actually, red color.
I pray that you had the patience to read the whole event. There are
many lessons for me from the Experience. I admit that initially I let the
evil powers into my soul, but I stood tall during that night's long battle
for my soul, my life. The mere fact that Nancy has sent me the ATOM package
triggered in me this incredible, awesome, unbelievable multi-layered dream-like
experience... although that was not a dream. I will do my best on banishing
the remnants of that filthy 'Harold Klemp' from my soul. From now and on,
I am of Light.
Messages by James, Kent Myer, Elijah, Nancy, Lynn (view on a separate page)
Author: Today's Mail (all articles by this author)
I was reading newsletter 5 and you wrote:
>There were openings on December the 7th, the impact of which according
to Tiamat we will >sense in another twenty or so years; an astrological
opening on December the 12th; on >December the 22th -- see below; there
might have been one even on December the 28th.
I would just like to point out in the event that you already didn't
know this that December 22nd, 2012 is the end of the Mayan calendar and
that the Mayans predicted that there would be great floods and natural
disasters when the time came. There is also some evidence to support that
on this date Earth will be in the center of the Milky Way and the galactic
horizon. Apparently many psychics and mediums have tried to sense what
will occur on this date but they often hit a psychic brick wall.
Many believe that it really will be the end of the world but many others
see it as a time when the human race will reach a universal consciousness.
I hope it's the second one, because it would be a bumer to die three days
before Christmas (unless you're Jewish.)
-Editorial response: we were aware of the Mayan calendar's end, but
we didn't made the connection between the dates. Thank you.
The WEBSITE you need to link and share is this http://members.aol.com/SmakYAdowN/meteor.html.
Believe it or not by info on your site and I can't reveal where now
you may have given me information that will help all mankind.
Kent Myer, Keeper of the Temple, Atlantis
-Elijah [referring to Aldarow's Experience]-
I am quite curious about your dream, and it IS quite a timely one. I
see good energies working in you, because you truly HAVE overcome the prince
of this world. There is much I could say about the matter, but I will refrain,
for now. Ponder this, for YOU, the prince of THIS world IS judged, now
don't EVER allow his authority over you again. YOU HAVE come to the point,
that ALL will have to come to in these days.
-Nancy [referring to Aldarow's Experience]-
So, from your e-mail, Alex, I'd say you did have some realized idea
of the ECKANKAR takeover groups leadership, and we who survived knew it
long ago, I have no reason to lie. In fact, I am usually, as I told you,
kind of a person working in dream state, Spirit is usually my guide; another
reason, I already went through another little psychic attack myself, just
a while ago, could have been related to something of what you describe,
for it was like the old gang again, this all real battle of two forces,
I can only advise the others to take great care, ATOMs know how to escape
in spirit, we have the truth to not go near them.
You can also challenge evil, "In the name of SUGMAD get out of my Psychic
Space." The name of GOD is HU, it carries great power to protect from evil,
even capture it! See they can't stand so much light of God and don't touch
love, that's why Soul must & soul lives by giving pure in heart, you
I have been having some kind of experience I don't know what it means.
For the past week when I have gone to bed, just as I'm getting real
rested enough to go to sleep, someone calls my name, as if there right
beside me, if that doesn't happen, then I hear a knocking at my door it
sounds so real I get up to answer, but there's no one there. Any suggestions?
I would like to share another experience with the group. If you feel
it is good then please post it.
About 5 years ago I woke up and no sooner my feet hit the floor I had
to find my sister (twin). My husband at that time did not believe in my
visions, if you will. I told him I had a desperate need to find my sister,
that she needed me. He said that I probably had a nightmare and that it
was just lingering. I told him that I slept fine, it was when my feet hit
the floor that the urgency started. After 2 hours of not being able to
reach her on the phone he said that he would take me over to her house
because I was getting really agitated. There was no one at her home. We
stopped over to her mother-in-law's house and she said that all of them
had gone to my sisters company picnic. My husband said see you don't have
anything to be concerned about. I kept telling him that my sister was going
to need me and until I found her these feelings wouldn't go away. He still
didn't believe me. Around 5 that afternoon there was a knock on our door,
it was my sister's best friend, she said that I needed to get to the hospital
as quick as I could that my sisters husband has had a heart attack. My
husband believes me now, needless to say.
One other short one I would like to share is that I met one of the
nurse's husband at work one night sometime last year. She met him in the
waiting room and introduced us; as he was leaving I felt really strange,
and it came to my head that he was going to die. He was killed in a car
crash that following Saturday.
Alex, I wish I could have good thoughts or images. Why don't I?
A Message From Our Family (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Eugene Fields (all articles by this author)
A Message From Our Family:
"Oh, Great Being of the Earth!
Know that as you even doubt your worth your race is the most advanced
of the Creation and as such, Ye are even studied by other life forms with
a seemingly advanced culture. However do not be deceived! As they have
come from the heavens. Know, Great Being OF Earth, They Seek to study,
You, As they have traveled through dimensions and space unimaginable as
yet to you, to gaze on you. For, as Ye have little Technology compared
to them, Know, Ye Great Beings of Earth, that within your structures are
more capabilities than ever possible, with any life form, before! Those
who seem so far advanced as they are able to appear and disappear at will,
can never develop to the capacity 'possible and inherent' in YOU! They
Know this and seek to integrate these seemingly benign powers to integrate
them for themselves. This is not to be however as they have violated 'Creations
Laws' in order to bring this about. They shall meet with limited success.
Once you unlock the secrets of consciousness. This will give you 'Your
Powers in the Great', as you Now Have, In the Small. You will Inherit your
Destiny with 'The Creation' and will 'in a form' govern the heavens. Some
other life forms marvel and fear at your completeness and your capacities.
Your composition is the most complete visualized as of yet by the 'Creation'.
You have simply to begin to harness the powers given you, waiting dormant,
for thousands of years, in your brains. This is happening at an accelerated
rate now. Presently the majority is unaware, asleep As your Science, Technology
and Spiritual converge, this will become apparent to all. As to unlocking
the key to power, simply align your experience with love and respect, for
the Creation. As simple as this command is, It has yet to be heeded. This
will take place in the generations to come. Never fear you have spanned
the abyss and arrived triumphant. We in the heavens salute you, though
now you seem as 'children to yourselves'. 'The Creation' has endowed itsí
most complete set of functions in your cells. The Universe awaits your
simple Recognition of this fact. Go in Love..."
Earth Confederation (view on a separate page)
Author: EConfed (all articles by this author)
The Earth Confederation (E-CON) is a world improvement organization,
with the objective of creating a united group of volunteers, handling subjects
from environmentalism, research, scientific exploration, social opinions
and also a school where you can take some courses
created by our members. E-CON is built to reward a working individual,
independently of who
that individual may be. Visit its website: http://members.xoom.com/EConfed/.
Aldarow wishes to add: we usually talk about entering the future, while
being spiritually evolved; however we must give credit to the science and
the logic, to their fight against the dark powers of ignorance; therefore,
I feel that this introduction suits our newsletter very well.
Revelation (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Elijah (all articles by this author)
I had a revelation, that came to me a few months ago, which I wrote
down, and I was given the understanding last night in the dream state to
send it to you. The message is as follows.................................................................
He that hath an ear let him hear.
Many pastors have defiled my sanctuary, for this I AM displeased, for
this my wrath IS at hand, for this many will say unto me in that day, Lord,
Lord have we not prophesied in thy name and in thy name done many wonderful
works, but I shall say, I know you NOT.
Many pastors have led my sheep astray and caused them to be defiled
because of their traditions, which shall come to nought. For this sayeth
the Lord, the DAY of JUDGMENT shall come upon them, as if it were a thief
in the night, and many shall fall away.
Therefor say I, my sheep shall hear my voice and I give to them eternal
life and THEY SHALL NEVER PERISH. When I walked among you I did the works
of my father which was and IS in Heaven. Therefor it is written that (I
said) I AM the bread of LIFE, that is to say the bread which came down
from Heaven, that a MAN may eat thereof and NOT DIE. Again say I, if a
man keep my sayings he shall NEVER see DEATH. That was, and even NOW IS,
my message. THAT IS TRUTH... PERIOD.
When I spoke, I spoke TRUTH that ALL should hear, but most did not.
As it is written, having eyes to see and ears to hear they see not, nor
do they hear. For this cause cometh the ( DAY of JUDGMENT ) upon the ungodly.
BUT there shall be a remnant that shell hear, they are my sheep, they are
my elect, that I have "chosen" from the beginning of creation. For they
have heard of me and believed on me. They did not believe the lies that
man has told. Man thinks himself to be quite spiritual he is NOT.
You see it is written that ALL have fallen short of the glory of God.
There is NONE righteous NO NOT ONE.
The apostasy is well rooted, the many anti-Christs are well rooted,
even in the churches.
You see there is a way that seems right for a man but the end there
of leads to DEATH, and ALL have followed that way, that familiar spirit.
IT IS NOT MY SPIRIT sayeth the Lord. For my spirit IS LIFE, NOT death.
Remember always these words for they will console you. The last enemy
that SHALL BE destroyed is DEATH, sayeth THE spirit of Christ.
You see I have sat before you (this day) life and death, blessing and
cursing, therefor choose LIFE, that thou and thy seed may live, I AM the
giver of LIFE that was promised, before the world began, hear ye me.........end
These words may seem a bit heavy but I feel they will be understood.
Quote of the day (view on a separate page)
"The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was to convince the world
he didn't exist."
†A quote from "Usual Suspects" motion picture
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