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Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #7

January 25, 1999

1. Opening words - Alexander Aldarow
2. The Experience - Alexander Aldarow
3. Messages by James, Kent Myer, Elijah, Nancy, Lynn - Today's Mail
4. A Message From Our Family - Eugene Fields
5. Earth Confederation - EConfed
6. Revelation - Elijah
7. Quote of the day

Opening words    (view on a separate page)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

This newsletter, as well as Project Y, is becoming centered on the things other people has to say or tell; therefore, you find their words speaking to your hearts, do not hesitate to e-mail us, and we will connect between you two, because this is the main idea behind our projects -- the Gathering, the sharing, the mutual help.
We plan to make the next, eighth (Chinese lucky number) newsletter, contributed solely by you, the readers, therefore, we ask all of you to pick your pen, I mean, keyboard, and write down a recommendation for a website for "Paranormal on Web", or suggest a "Quote of the day", announce any "News in the world of supernatural", send your comments, messages and experiences; in other words, collaborate with us!
Our beloved Project Y ( is expanding, visit and read the newest additions--
Phil: thoughts on many paranormal topics; looking for readers to exchange the ideas;
Total Alias: amazing and unbelievable, but nevertheless true story about the enemy among us;
Starr: connection with the God within, being in the place of unconditional Love and Peace;
--then apply for your own Section in the sacred library.
In this letter I (Aldarow) present to you something special, it is probably the most important and tremendous thing that happened to me in years. I want you to be patient, since it may seem slightly long, however, I need to share it with all of you; I was taught many important lessons by, as I called it, The Experience, but I think many of us can refer to it as well.

The Experience    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Alexander Aldarow    (all articles by this author)

On January the 17th, 1999, I received an envelope from Nancy (see her comments below) with material on ATOMs and hostile takeover of the ECKANKAR movement. The full coverage on that you can read in Nancy's section on Project Y. However, to briefly understand what took place, bear in mind that DARWIN is the spiritual master, who was thrown from the movement, but survived the attacks nevertheless, while HAROLD KLEMP is the negative one, driven by the evil forces, who misled, twisted and exploited the basic ideas of Ancient Teachings of the Masters (ATOM). Also, remember this: I, personally, until that unforgettable night, had no personal relation to the takeover conspiracy, and by no means felt connected with persons directly involved in it. Until that night...
What happened later, when I went to bed, cannot be classified as a dream. It was something enormously long, something that took several days in THAT reality, and hours in this one, therefore, when I'll say 'night', 'day', 'dream', be aware that I am referring to something INSIDE The Experience, e.g., 'dream' = 'dream inside The Dream, The Experience'. And just to give you first impression of its impact: when I returned, woke up, if you will, overwhelmed, heart pounding, mouth dry, I then turned on the light, it was 2:30 AM, took my dreams journal, and, at the middle of the night, during almost two hours, I wrote down what I've seen and lived through. Here is the description, as shortened as possible.
Night #1 (night 1 in the Experience, not in our every day's reality): I am thrown out of my bed to the ceiling, I feel its surface and touch the nearby lamp, I'm totally scared, then I fall back; later I notice, that though I was supposedly thrown up, then back, my blanket wasn't messed up, I couldn't go through it, therefore -- I was taken out from my body.
Night #2 and #3: I dream that I am in a cinema theater, on the immense screen -- something about the X-files, I recognize it as a dream , so the dream becomes LUCID and I walk forward, to the screen, where I see a road, it has some connection with me, I let this overwhelming picture to embrace, to completely cover my vision's field. The same, although lesser, returns at night #3.
Daytime: I'm in my room, when my mother declare that... Nancy (!!!) came to visit. She enters my room, I somehow manage to speak with her in English, I try to tell her how I 'fell on the ceiling', when... there is a noise from my PC speakers. I disconnect them, cable by cable, and finally I disconnect the power supply cable, but the noise continues, and changes. At first, we hear something like an argument/an interview between Darwin and Harold (!!!!), something as if documented, but it turn to be a mockery by Satan/Devil/Kempo or Kenda (this name is derived from Klemp, although in the Experience I thought of him as Kemp). I think to myself, "This is the first real supernatural experience", but the evil voice continues. There is a reference to my OBE -- the evil forces give me a strong paranormal experience (as happened before in reality), only to scare me away from further development of it, and I must agree -- my fears blocked me from further exploration. There is more said by the evil one, references to other things, to something previous, but I am not quite able to put them into words. Something unusual, supernatural takes place, evil ones' involvement. My attention shifts back to Nancy, she's brought me a gift, and I felt embarrassed, since I haven't bought her anything, so I suggest her to pick a painting of nature from those hanging on my wall (not in reality). Also I give her many little coins, that are no longer in use, so that she can add them to her coins, to balance the evil presence among them.
What happens next is more like a movie, in which I change the roles of the viewer/the participant, the movie later becomes something like kids' adventure book. On the streets of a small town next to mine... Darwin is persecuted!!! I see him being chased; there is a white van that loses parts as it speeds and collides; Darwin runs to a house to seek for a shelter, but the house owner turns Darwin to police, to the arms of law, and asks the authorities for compensation, since, according to his words, he was compelled to hide Darwin in his house for 2-8 days; the same is stated by his red-haired neighbor. I do not understand why this moment of Darwin's is supposed to be gleeful, isn't Darwin a 'good guy'? But Darwin immediately returns to the same house, he escaped from the police station, with him -- a black crow (raven), which, at the sound of ATOM music, starts dancing on the wall and become a kind of butterfly.
(The adventure book part) Me and my female partner hide in a room, I disguise as an arm-chair, when two agents of the hostile, evil organization enter the room, we jump on them, capture them, the one I catch is an old lady, I make her spread her legs, telling the agents, "Eat the floor", but I am advised (by whom? Who is the 'narrator', the guiding voice behind the screen?) that the expression is redundant.
Now both of us have a gun, I keep mine in 'unsafe' position, always tempted to fire a round; our operation is now tremendously expanded: we have many hostages, we took over a besieged building (my own take-over! But do not mistake, we are the good ones here, the rebels, taking back what is rightfully ours, against the powers surrounding the building). I see many familiar faces among the hostages, some are unhappy, one is completely drunks, many are silent, there is two dining halls connected via kitchen, and a special food, which I preserve for special guests (who?) I don't see my partner, who is in the other building's wing, the more deserted one, so I decide to take a quick dash to that side, to check on everything, without my absence to be noticed by my 'prisoners'.
And here is an ancient scenery of my dreams comes to life: there are multiple corridors, stairways, I go down to the ground floor, I decide to return by taking random stairways, but some people working there say that this entrance is now closed. I am obliged to go outside the building, where I encounter, soldiers, troopers, enemies! I flee, they are after me, and then I see Leslie Nielsen (the comic actor) in a jeep, together we escape the enemies, as we roll down the hill, the soldiers are with grenades, but I'm the one throwing a dynamite at them. Finally we somehow manage to make it back, not so far from the main entrance to the building, when suddenly the jeep again starts rolling down the hill, and I certainly don't want it, I try to stop it by the power of my will, since it is a dream, maybe this barrier will stop the vehicle, when...
It is all gone. The final scene, the final confrontation. I am sitting on a bed, while opposite to me is... the Devil, Satan, Kempo! A smirk on his face, he mocks, he's in charge (he reminds me of the being from the 5th dimension in an episode of "Louis and Clark" series, kind of preternatural wiseguy). There are references to what took place earlier, I try to reason with him, telling that I tried to combine evil and good inside me (which was true), but his answer wasn't positive to that; nevertheless, his central statement/threat is that he will destroy me now. He awaits, and I await, too, he tries to outsmart me, he says, "Now I can't destroy you", and it's 2:40 PM, then he says, "Now I can", and it's 3:04 PM, and then I understand, that this was the period of time when I stopped my thoughts, that his actions and reactions are the OUTCOME of MY thoughts and decisions, that he is, as I briefly thought before, and as the corny saying/movie title goes, "the enemy within"!!! I understand that know; I shout at him, since we are in LUCID dream, and I can project my thinking onto this reality; by my angry words and shouts I am starting to defeat him, to beat him (in his own game?), he starts to wither, to shrink, to age, I yell that I don't want to see his thinning, lessening hair, his geriatricly spotted skin, he attempts to yell something similar to me, but that had no weight now, no importance, I am finally winning, he is merely a stick of flesh now, his eyes close, open again, I tell him in Satanic novels' manner, "Good-bye, father", his eyes open again, again close, I am banishing him, I have the upper hand!
Is he completely gone?
At the morning, when I awake, there is a call from Nancy. I recall that there were a couple more phone calls from her during the entire experience. She tells me to rub the base chakra (she was told by ATOM/Darwin), since it is where he (the Devil) left me from. I see orange and yellow pieces, which imply to the chakras' colors.
The end... and the New Beginning!
I did just that, as Nancy has told me at the closing moments. As I woke up, I felt a heat somewhere near 2nd (orange) or 3rd (yellow) chakra, and I rubbed both that place and the place of the base chakra, the 1st chakra of, actually, red color.
I pray that you had the patience to read the whole event. There are many lessons for me from the Experience. I admit that initially I let the evil powers into my soul, but I stood tall during that night's long battle for my soul, my life. The mere fact that Nancy has sent me the ATOM package triggered in me this incredible, awesome, unbelievable multi-layered dream-like experience... although that was not a dream. I will do my best on banishing the remnants of that filthy 'Harold Klemp' from my soul. From now and on, I am of Light.

Messages by James, Kent Myer, Elijah, Nancy, Lynn    (view on a separate page)
Author: Today's Mail    (all articles by this author)


I was reading newsletter 5 and you wrote:

>There were openings on December the 7th, the impact of which according to Tiamat we will >sense in another twenty or so years; an astrological opening on December the 12th; on >December the 22th -- see below; there might have been one even on December the 28th.

I would just like to point out in the event that you already didn't know this that December 22nd, 2012 is the end of the Mayan calendar and that the Mayans predicted that there would be great floods and natural disasters when the time came. There is also some evidence to support that on this date Earth will be in the center of the Milky Way and the galactic horizon. Apparently many psychics and mediums have tried to sense what will occur on this date but they often hit a psychic brick wall.
Many believe that it really will be the end of the world but many others see it as a time when the human race will reach a universal consciousness. I hope it's the second one, because it would be a bumer to die three days before Christmas (unless you're Jewish.)

-Editorial response: we were aware of the Mayan calendar's end, but we didn't made the connection between the dates. Thank you.

-Kent Myer-

The WEBSITE you need to link and share is this
Believe it or not by info on your site and I can't reveal where now you may have given me information that will help all mankind.
Kent Myer, Keeper of the Temple, Atlantis

-Elijah [referring to Aldarow's Experience]-

I am quite curious about your dream, and it IS quite a timely one. I see good energies working in you, because you truly HAVE overcome the prince of this world. There is much I could say about the matter, but I will refrain, for now. Ponder this, for YOU, the prince of THIS world IS judged, now don't EVER allow his authority over you again. YOU HAVE come to the point, that ALL will have to come to in these days.

-Nancy [referring to Aldarow's Experience]-

So, from your e-mail, Alex, I'd say you did have some realized idea of the ECKANKAR takeover groups leadership, and we who survived knew it long ago, I have no reason to lie. In fact, I am usually, as I told you, kind of a person working in dream state, Spirit is usually my guide; another reason, I already went through another little psychic attack myself, just a while ago, could have been related to something of what you describe, for it was like the old gang again, this all real battle of two forces, I can only advise the others to take great care, ATOMs know how to escape in spirit, we have the truth to not go near them.
You can also challenge evil, "In the name of SUGMAD get out of my Psychic Space." The name of GOD is HU, it carries great power to protect from evil, even capture it! See they can't stand so much light of God and don't touch love, that's why Soul must & soul lives by giving pure in heart, you know?


I have been having some kind of experience I don't know what it means.
For the past week when I have gone to bed, just as I'm getting real rested enough to go to sleep, someone calls my name, as if there right beside me, if that doesn't happen, then I hear a knocking at my door it sounds so real I get up to answer, but there's no one there. Any suggestions?
I would like to share another experience with the group. If you feel it is good then please post it.
About 5 years ago I woke up and no sooner my feet hit the floor I had to find my sister (twin). My husband at that time did not believe in my visions, if you will. I told him I had a desperate need to find my sister, that she needed me. He said that I probably had a nightmare and that it was just lingering. I told him that I slept fine, it was when my feet hit the floor that the urgency started. After 2 hours of not being able to reach her on the phone he said that he would take me over to her house because I was getting really agitated. There was no one at her home. We stopped over to her mother-in-law's house and she said that all of them had gone to my sisters company picnic. My husband said see you don't have anything to be concerned about. I kept telling him that my sister was going to need me and until I found her these feelings wouldn't go away. He still didn't believe me. Around 5 that afternoon there was a knock on our door, it was my sister's best friend, she said that I needed to get to the hospital as quick as I could that my sisters husband has had a heart attack. My husband believes me now, needless to say.
One other short one I would like to share is that I met one of the nurse's husband at work one night sometime last year. She met him in the waiting room and introduced us; as he was leaving I felt really strange, and it came to my head that he was going to die. He was killed in a car crash that following Saturday.
Alex, I wish I could have good thoughts or images. Why don't I?

A Message From Our Family    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Eugene Fields    (all articles by this author)

A Message From Our Family:
"Oh, Great Being of the Earth!
Know that as you even doubt your worth your race is the most advanced of the Creation and as such, Ye are even studied by other life forms with a seemingly advanced culture. However do not be deceived! As they have come from the heavens. Know, Great Being OF Earth, They Seek to study, You, As they have traveled through dimensions and space unimaginable as yet to you, to gaze on you. For, as Ye have little Technology compared to them, Know, Ye Great Beings of Earth, that within your structures are more capabilities than ever possible, with any life form, before! Those who seem so far advanced as they are able to appear and disappear at will, can never develop to the capacity 'possible and inherent' in YOU! They Know this and seek to integrate these seemingly benign powers to integrate them for themselves. This is not to be however as they have violated 'Creations Laws' in order to bring this about. They shall meet with limited success. Once you unlock the secrets of consciousness. This will give you 'Your Powers in the Great', as you Now Have, In the Small. You will Inherit your Destiny with 'The Creation' and will 'in a form' govern the heavens. Some other life forms marvel and fear at your completeness and your capacities. Your composition is the most complete visualized as of yet by the 'Creation'. You have simply to begin to harness the powers given you, waiting dormant, for thousands of years, in your brains. This is happening at an accelerated rate now. Presently the majority is unaware, asleep As your Science, Technology and Spiritual converge, this will become apparent to all. As to unlocking the key to power, simply align your experience with love and respect, for the Creation. As simple as this command is, It has yet to be heeded. This will take place in the generations to come. Never fear you have spanned the abyss and arrived triumphant. We in the heavens salute you, though now you seem as 'children to yourselves'. 'The Creation' has endowed its’ most complete set of functions in your cells. The Universe awaits your simple Recognition of this fact. Go in Love..."

Earth Confederation    (view on a separate page)
Author: EConfed    (all articles by this author)

The Earth Confederation (E-CON) is a world improvement organization, with the objective of creating a united group of volunteers, handling subjects from environmentalism, research, scientific exploration, social opinions and also a school where you can take some courses
created by our members. E-CON is built to reward a working individual, independently of who
that individual may be. Visit its website:
Aldarow wishes to add: we usually talk about entering the future, while being spiritually evolved; however we must give credit to the science and the logic, to their fight against the dark powers of ignorance; therefore, I feel that this introduction suits our newsletter very well.

Revelation    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Elijah    (all articles by this author)

I had a revelation, that came to me a few months ago, which I wrote down, and I was given the understanding last night in the dream state to send it to you. The message is as follows.................................................................
He that hath an ear let him hear.
Many pastors have defiled my sanctuary, for this I AM displeased, for this my wrath IS at hand, for this many will say unto me in that day, Lord, Lord have we not prophesied in thy name and in thy name done many wonderful works, but I shall say, I know you NOT.
Many pastors have led my sheep astray and caused them to be defiled because of their traditions, which shall come to nought. For this sayeth the Lord, the DAY of JUDGMENT shall come upon them, as if it were a thief in the night, and many shall fall away.
Therefor say I, my sheep shall hear my voice and I give to them eternal life and THEY SHALL NEVER PERISH. When I walked among you I did the works of my father which was and IS in Heaven. Therefor it is written that (I said) I AM the bread of LIFE, that is to say the bread which came down from Heaven, that a MAN may eat thereof and NOT DIE. Again say I, if a man keep my sayings he shall NEVER see DEATH. That was, and even NOW IS, my message. THAT IS TRUTH... PERIOD.
When I spoke, I spoke TRUTH that ALL should hear, but most did not. As it is written, having eyes to see and ears to hear they see not, nor do they hear. For this cause cometh the ( DAY of JUDGMENT ) upon the ungodly. BUT there shall be a remnant that shell hear, they are my sheep, they are my elect, that I have "chosen" from the beginning of creation. For they have heard of me and believed on me. They did not believe the lies that man has told. Man thinks himself to be quite spiritual he is NOT.
You see it is written that ALL have fallen short of the glory of God. There is NONE righteous NO NOT ONE.
The apostasy is well rooted, the many anti-Christs are well rooted, even in the churches.
You see there is a way that seems right for a man but the end there of leads to DEATH, and ALL have followed that way, that familiar spirit. IT IS NOT MY SPIRIT sayeth the Lord. For my spirit IS LIFE, NOT death.
Remember always these words for they will console you. The last enemy that SHALL BE destroyed is DEATH, sayeth THE spirit of Christ.
You see I have sat before you (this day) life and death, blessing and cursing, therefor choose LIFE, that thou and thy seed may live, I AM the giver of LIFE that was promised, before the world began, hear ye me.........end
These words may seem a bit heavy but I feel they will be understood.

Quote of the day    (view on a separate page)

"The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was to convince the world he didn't exist."
 A quote from "Usual Suspects" motion picture

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