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Project X Newsletter Expanded, issue #66

December 7, 2001

1. Opening Words - In Response to issue #65 - Randolph Fabian Directo
2. Another Response - Lee
3. Cryptic Writing - Mark Andrews
4. Dispelling Fear - Doug Lewis
5. Building Understanding - Daniel Valliant
6. 12 Steps to Spiritual Enlightenment - Phil Bolsta

Opening Words - In Response to issue #65    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Randolph Fabian Directo    (all articles by this author)

Dear Alex,

I have been thinking about the writings expressed in the 11/16 issue of Project X. The ideas expressed by yourself and Mark Andrews correlate quite well with a few observations and theories of my own.

I have always observed the cathexis towards spiritual consciousness by the average person. I am not afraid to admit that I too am responsible when I have to deal with people who have a tendency towards nonchalant behavior and carelessness AND I return it in kind. ("As Ye Sow, so Shall Ye Reap" {Galatians 6:7-8}) I have attended church with people who I thought were truly spiritual until they leave the church behind on Sunday.

The philosophy is almost Rasputin like in that greater atonement for a greater amount of rude, vile, egotistical behavior will, somehow, get them into heaven quicker. Dr. Wilhelm Reich called these careless people who live in fear and crave authority the soil of fascism, the stuff of Nazi societies.

Yet, in consideration of my research thus far, I must consider that human consciousness has been held back WITH technology for at least 50 years. In my mind and in my heart I know we SHOULD have far more safe and efficient energy resources. We SHOULD have far more efficient, non-polluting forms of transportation. We SHOULD be healthier both in body and in economy,.. but we're not.

Instead, today, we live in fear.

The question is: What has been happening to us?

You want to talk about mind control? I'm sure there have been some amazing developments since the Montauk Project. During the experiments of 1943 and 1983 the implications of the correlating data between the human mind and the spiritual realms would have created a paradigm shift in human civilization towards a truly Utopian Society. Instead, someone has secretly been operating those controls for quite some time - to create a willing society.

Even our own U.S. Patent Office has been instructed to classify truly important inventions, yet, it WILL allow insidious inventions created for mind control such as the 'Silent Subliminal Presentation System' (Patent #5,159,703) which employs a heterodyne oscillator operating in the AM band and the 'Hearing System' (Patent #4,877,027) which utilizes an FM capable pulse generator and a microwave generator. Both devices have applications in the radio and telecommunications industry. Although they are not as advanced as the psychotronics from Montauk they have the necessary implications. (See these patents at

Unfortunately, human civilization is kept in the dark. We are focused on trivia, obsession, and atrocity by the media and our political leaders. Academic history effectively eliminated scientists such as Dr. Royal Rife and Nikola Tesla who were reveled in their time for their humanitarian efforts and revolutionary thinking, so our children are educated within the given model and learn to accept it as gospel. Certain ideas such as "economic conquest" have also been eliminated from the history books. In fact, atrocities such as those of 9-11-01 are quite predictable when leading to war. Given the concept of economic conquest the average person would have seen this coming. (See

Dr. Alexis Carrel, winner of the Nobel Prize in 1912 , said in his book, "Man, The Unknown: Modern Civilization seems to be incapable of producing people endowed with imagination, intelligence, and courage. In practically every country there is a decrease in the intellectual and moral caliber of those who carry the responsibility of public affairs. The education dispensed by schools and universities consists chiefly in a training of the memory and of the muscles, in certain social manners, in a worship of athletics. Are such disciplines really suitable for modern men who need, above all other things, mental equilibrium, nervous stability, sound judgment, moral courage, and endurance!"

But the cause of this mental weakness is not difficult to discern. The pioneers who settle our country were many-sided men. We are not. They were once hunters, trappers, explorers, fighters, teamsters, ship or canoe builders, horsemen, wheelwrights, carpenters, cabinet makers, well drillers, masons, farmers, blacksmiths, traders, cooks. All these, and more, "specialized" trades and abilities combined in single individuals. No wonder they were possessed of "mental equilibrium, nervous stability", and the other attributes mention by Dr. Carrel!
They were well balanced because their talents were well rounded. They had nervous stability because they had serene self-confidence based on a knowledge of their ability to cope with any problem that might arise in their world. They had sound judgment, for the most part, because their minds were expanded, embraced many branches of lore and learning, were capable of thinking on many varied planes.

Instead, today, we crave authority and leave the solutions of dealing with terrorism to the 'experts.' We accept allopathic drugs for attitude adjustment. We accept 'health' authority as gospel when they tell us to ingest industrial waste like sodium fluoride. We criticize the same political system that we voted for when it doesn't suit our needs. We will not take responsibility for our own actions and prefer to leave it to the 'specialists.' Our attitudes of fear and obsession are amplified. Our logic is diminished. If we were not paranoid enough for our own children becoming homicidal on school grounds, we are forced into an attitude of submission by threat of devastating attack and bioterror.

If a switch was pushed on 9-11-01, it must have been part of an active circuit that was already doing its work.

There is no amount of talking that's going to cure this. I agree with Asoka Selvarajah that we as a society are a little too left brained. We need more balance, but a dianetics a approach does not stop mind control technology if it denies the existence. I agree with Gail Evans that we should all find time to meditate; this brings us closer to God, but no amount of meditation will stop psychotronics if we deny its existence. A self-actualized, person CAN fight mind control if he knows of its existence.

Unfortunately, an enlightened, life positive individual can ALSO find himself trapped in a hell dimension once he or she realizes what's happening on this planet; they are few and far between.

As long as we concentrate on trivial pursuit instead of becoming self-actualized there is no hope of enlightenment; there IS hope of regaining real control over our own lives, but if we always treat it as "outside, like God" ...

Randolph Fabian Directo
Doctor of Divinity

Another Response    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Lee    (all articles by this author)

Dear Alex

Understanding that you brought up the point of spiritual action vs simple "pretty" words as merely a topic for discussion, I'm sure you already have your own realization as to the Nature of True spiritual existence.

But you bring up an important point.

Many people who consider themselves Light Workers only understand very superficially the True message that is intended for the raising of the Human Consciousness. This is proven by the fact that many are still hounded by negative ego and the false "reality" of this plane. They believe that the sorrows of the world is real. They also believe that the happiness and joy of the world is real. To the degree that they cling on to this falseness, they are destined to lose that part of themselves to that material transience. To put it simply, if you were to invest your entire personality into transient reality, that personality will be lost, when that illusion shatters.

Thus the point of spirituality is about physical, emotional, mental and intuitive balance. Then how can we show that we have attained this balance? Dealing with life challenges with equanimity IS the very essence of spirituality. If it goes out the window at this point then it ISN'T spirituality. It becomes vanity.

SPIRITUALITY. That is our origin. We are not physical beings really... We are actually energy/spiritual entities. Yet to actually say this, one must already be practicing renouncement of material association, including happiness or unhappiness due to material causes. If that is not attained, then to even say this would be vanity, although at high levels it is Truth, but it has not been realized. It is just like saying "I Am God". Truth... yet not many can actually say it and mean it.

Take going to the movies for example. If your mood is even slightly affected by whether you go or not then you are affected by a material situation/thing. By allowing yourself to be thus affected on HABITUAL basis, you effectively shut off an in-flow from the Infinity (Bliss beyond mortal comprehension). This is a natural phenomenon. And most people have material habits upon material habits... countless other examples... it is no wonder BALANCE is so difficult for many.

Thus for workers not yet working on Eternal Bliss, they have not yet fully experienced the Infinity within. That means that the Spirit/God source is not yet a reality to them. Not able to see this True Reality, they must contend with the myriad distractions of the false Ego.

The Master that we all should seek to be is in heavenly Bliss, second to second, for the entirety of His existence. Crucified or not.

All the Blessed
Infinity is Within you

elohim elohim elohim

Cryptic Writing    (view on a separate page) (more articles about else)
Author: Mark Andrews    (all articles by this author)



     Deep inside one of the pyramids in Egypt is a newly discovered passage way.
     When the area was first discovered, within the past two years, the archaeologists were stunned to see etchings in the stone wall that depicted technologies from the 20th and 21st Centuries. Most startling was a perfect stone carving of a NASA Saturn booster rocked lifting off from its launch pad. The English letters 'N-A-S-A" were engraved along the side of the booster just as they appear today.
     The Egyptian government has closed the sight, claiming that the engravings are "in conflict with the traditional teachings of Islam".

This photo has been available for viewing in the "archives" section at

     I read a report of a grade school boy ( I believe in Texas ) who approached his teacher on September 10th of this year and told her, "World War III is going to start tomorrow, and the United States is going to lose.".......
     An ominous statement (to say the least !). My personal belief is that the boy was being precognitive, but that he was unable to see beyond the events of 9-11, which would certainly look as if the U. S. HAD lost.

     I've written three email messages in the past couple of weeks dealing with precognitive dreams, visions, and messages from departed friends and angelic beings (that have come to my psychic reader friend and me) that spoke of possible future terrorist activities.
     Both my friend and I have been given warnings about a terrorist attack at Times Square in NYC on New Year's Eve at the moment of the annual "ball drop".

     I worked today as a substitute teacher in a local high school. I shared the story of the futuristic engravings on the wall of the  pyramid with the 2nd Period class. I attempted to make a chalk drawing on the board of the NASA carving.
     I have never spoken to any of the students about any of the precognitive warnings that my friend and I have received.
     I didn't bother to erase my "art work" after 2nd Period. At one point, one of the Sophomore girls in the 3rd Period class looked at the drawing I had made and said out loud,
     "New Year's attack against the United States."

     Of course, I was a little unnerved to hear her say that. When I asked her why she had made such an odd statement "out of the blue", she looked again at the drawing and said,
     "Oh, I thought that's what it said !"

     (She "saw" words that I had not drawn on the board.)

     In my personal experience, this was the 3rd warning regarding terrorist activity in the U.S. on or around the New Year.
     (Certainly in New York City, and most likely also in Washington D.C..)

     I have also had a dream warning that rather than the Sears Tower, the John Hancock Building in Chicago might be a likely terrorist target for another plane hit.

     I'm keeping all of these potential terrorist threats before God in prayer, asking and trusting for Divine intervention so that none of them will manifest.
     I hope that you will join with me in this effort.

Dispelling Fear    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Doug Lewis    (all articles by this author)

Reference" "Brain Wave Diary" (11/13/01)

Dispelling Fear!

The core motivation of Light Working is the elimination of fear in our world, or more rightly, dispelling reasons to fear, to shine light on dark, dank places, reducing fear of them.

PLEASE - Help dispel Fear.

Fear is a fundamental survival motivation intended for us to recognize and react to threatening situations. In a world not saturated by synthetic MAN-made causes to fear, natural occurrences of situations to fear would be few and far apart so the basic "afraid" mode for humans in a natural, well balanced situation would be few and far between.

Our natural light biased perspective would remain intact.

It is doubtful our psyche was intended to remain in "afraid" mode for extended periods and if we are given cause to remain in the "afraid" mode for long periods, (like ALL the time), I have serious concerns about the effect on our natural sentient disposition and therefore relative perspectives of humanistic "sense" (sanity).

Recent events have accentuated the unnatural, unbalanced phenomena of "steady-state" fearfulness, so I respectfully offer this observation, perspective and conclusion.

("Understanding" is the greatest antidote for fearfulness and "sharing" is one of our greatest sentient gifts.)

Some are saying, "The writing is on the wall."

My observation is, the writing on the wall spells FEAR and our perception of Earth Changes are directly related. We have breached a fundamental stability law...

"The Universe smiles kindly on balance and equilibrium".

Observation 1.

In the past decade or two we have speeded up the humanistic world a thousand fold. We have wired as many people as possible to be able to increase productivity and receive maximum input from all corners of the world using as many means as possible.

Observation 2.

In the past decade or so we have made things BIG, products, corporations and governments.

Observation 4.

Tantalizing the market has been replaced with fear motivation designed to make us afraid of everything. Things to fear range from bearing children, our look, each other, right through to microscopic things. Of course, products have become cures, not cool things to have.

Observation 5.

FAST paced and BIG governance do not equate well with each other and may have had unintended result. BIG is relative to the age. If the age is slow, it is somewhat tolerant of relative BIGness. IF... the age is FAST, it does not tolerate BIG, and certainly will not abide MEGA BIG -- IF positive result for humans matters!

In my view, This is a fundamental SENSE observation.

Observation 6. (What is wrong with this picture? :-)

Global premise for a "better" world.

"We will speed up the pace of living a thousand fold, introduce constant fear motivation to sell cures, we will usurp inherent faith in higher order with promise of a tangible reward, we will expand operations through globalization creating few but enormously large corporations to operate it all. The local, federal and global government will likewise expand to meet delivery of the needed infrastructure services and we expect to meet all economic requirements."


- Speed up the pace of living = Mass exhaustion.
- Introduce constant fear = Mass mental derangement.
- Replace faith focus = Reliance on others.
- Sell, Sell, Sell cures = Enormous financial debt at all Levels.
- Expand operations = Loss of short and long-term accountability.
- Expand governance = Unresponsive, inefficient core services and infrastructure.
- Expectation met = Oooops :-)

I am not prophetic but this sure looks like, "outside my window", right now.

How about your view?

If we recognize what is happening perhaps we can understand and take steps not to individually get caught up in what may well be the greatest mass hysteria the world population has ever manifested and sustained for itself. The danger of such massive hysteria might be reacting in extreme ways, ways that might not be best ways, given a fresh perspective to consider. As balance and equilibrium are tipped so perspectives become skewed and the root cause becomes nourished.

Exposure to "Fear" feelings brings out the best and worse in people, maintaining personal balance and equilibrium seems the best way of intervening, sharing your calm and considered position may help someone else.

Fear is the market place for extreme solution peddlers, they may be well meaning... but, reversing the root causes of the source of fear, rather than tackling the symptoms of fear feelings may be the way to go. If the "cures" offered contribute to the overall fearfulness of the situation, then it is likely not a positive or useful solution. Cures should not exacerbate the fully involved nature of the errant situation.

Perhaps our "cure" lies is in re-examining our fundamental premise for a "better" world against current prevailing premise?

Perhaps this enlightenment dispels fear? :-)

Offered in the best of intent with Love, Light, Laughter, Wonder and AWE.


Building Understanding    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Daniel Valliant    (all articles by this author)

What is understanding? Does it mean that you know something? Or perhaps that you comprehend some matter at hand? What do you understand?

Webster's defines understand as: To perceive and comprehend the nature and significance of; know.

Nature in turn is defined as the order, disposition, and behavior of all entities in the Physical Universe. Significance is defined as having meaning, and Perceive is awareness through senses or to understand. Know is also to understand.

So, we have a partially circular definition here that seems to apply our environment, and is quantified by an unassigned "meaning."

I don't know about you, but this doesn't seem to have gotten me anywhere. (I did hunt down a dictionary, that I thought I had lost, but that's beside the point.) Let's see if we can hunt down a definition that is a little more objective.

Perceive. Hmmm. Perception is relative to the observer. For instance if I am color-blind, and cannot see the color Orange, then to my perception, it does not exist. In my mind I might decide (and justifiably, according to my perception, and thus my 'understanding' of the Physical universe) that anyone who asserted that Orange did exist is in fact a blasphemous heretic, since I Know that Orange does not exist. You might decide, and again quite justifiably, that I am absolutely freakin' nuts, and choose adamantly or even vehemently to disagree with me. Worse yet would be if one of us tried to attempt to our belief (see LIE), and thus our will, upon the other. "Any attempt to impose my will upon another is violence." (Gandhi)

Wow. What a mess. Even beyond that we both would be wrong because color is merely our perception of a very small spectrum of wavelengths of light that can be seen by the naked eye.

Perception, is relative. In short the basis upon which we are agreeing to define our Understanding, and the validity of what we Know is such that we will always, let me repeat, ALWAYS disagree.

Pardon the irony of this next statement, but I think, I understand.

We have wars and hate and opposing religions because everyone Knows that they Understand. Everyone bases this upon what they perceive, and everyone's perception is different relative to the individual.

So the foundation; that which Stands Under our way of belief and action is like sand, separate and disjoined. Inevitably, all that which we build upon that sand will fall. Any building, of any shape, size or strength.

The Foundation must be solid, so that whatever is built upon it, will stand. It must Under-Stand.

We have, over time, developed a hit and miss civilization, sometimes finding the right way to do things, and sometimes just getting them done.

Perhaps it is no surprise that the most insightful definition is contained not in a dictionary, but in the word itself, expressed each time it is spoken. To have understanding is to have an Objective not Subjective foundation upon which to place our knowledge, and thus ourselves.

Also though there may indeed be a LIE in the center of every beLIEf, there is truth in every lie, for the center of each lie, contains I.

Finally, try out the feel of knowledge as an action: To know the ledge.

Of what?

Perhaps, our understanding.

Daniel Valliant

12 Steps to Spiritual Enlightenment    (view on a separate page) (more articles about guidance)
Author: Phil Bolsta    (all articles by this author)

Excerpts from "A Twelve Step Program for Spiritual Enlightenment"
by Phil Bolsta

The universe is full of magical things patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper - Eden Phillports
The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new lands, but in seeing with new eyes. - Marcel Proust (1871-1922) French Novelist

You are literally a drop of God in a sea of God. - Donald Schnell
Every action of our lives touches on some chord that will vibrate in eternity. - Edwin Hubbel Chapin

As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates others. - Marianne Williamson
A person desperately searching for love is like a fish desperately searching for water. - Deepak Chopra

Then, for the second time in the history of the world, man will have discovered fire. - Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love. - Henry Drummond

As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live. - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
Alas for those who never sing and die with all their music in them. - Oliver Wendell Holmes

The quality of one's life depends on the quality of attention.  Whatever you pay attention to will grow more important in your life.  There is no limit to the kinds of changes that awareness can produce. - Deepak Chopra
We don't see things as they are, we see them as we are. - Anais Nin

God gives every bird its food but He does not throw it into the nest. - J.G. Holland
Being ungrateful for what you get never gets you more. - H. Glasow

Things turn out best for the people who make the best of the way things turn out. - Art Linkletter
Leap and the net will appear. - Les Brown

We turn to God for help when our foundations are shaking, only to learn that it is God who is shaking them. - Charles C. West
The mark of your ignorance is the depth of your belief in injustice and tragedy.  What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly. - Richard Bach

The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitude. - William James
You may be the only Bible somebody ever reads. - Mark Twain

Often, people attempt to live their life backward.  They try to have more things or more money in order to do more of what they want so that they will be happier.  The way it actually works is the reverse.  You must first be who you really are, then do what you need to do, in order to have what you want. - Shakti Gawain
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. - Oliver Wendell Holmes

Self-knowledge is an anchor that makes unpredictability tolerable. - Deepak Chopra
When you have come to the edge of all the light you know, and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing that one of two things will happen:  There will either be something solid to stand on or you will be taught how to fly. - Anonymous

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