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 Hey, Brother. My name is Sebastian and I'm from the UK (on this planet). I'm now living in LA. About 2 years ago I was overtaken suddenly by a surge of energy that I can only describe as a feeling of intense Love. It seemed to come out of nowhere. It stunned me and I found myself telling the girl I was with that I was Love! She didn't know what I talking about, as it happened mid-conversation, and I didn't know either. We split up soon after and I went into hibernation. I didn't really talk to anyone or go anywhere for 3 months. I found myself staring out of my window every night just studying the stars for hours and saying to myself that I wanted to go Home but I didn't know where Home was. I had the strangest feeling that I wasn't who I thought I was and that not only was my apartment (which I had lived in for 9 years) not my Home, but the planet wasn't either. I had never heard of Light beings or any other kind of being at the time and I found myself suddenly drawing myself as a Light being. In the day times I would have all this strange info put into my head about the Earth and I kept getting this sentence going round my head, which said: "To help Human you have to understand Human and to understand Human you must be Human." I was also starting to become aware of myself talking to myself as 'us' or 'we'. If I did go out to get cigarettes or milk, I would have the sensation of floating and I felt protected and separated from all the people I met. I had no idea what was going on, but I knew I was going through a transformation of some kind and that included feeling so beautiful inside that I could have cried. After the 3 months a friend called me and asked if I wanted to go to Gay Pride in Manchester, northern UK. I felt I had to go and on the night after the march I was dancing in a big tent when a woman came towards me and started to dance in a strange way with me. When the DJ mixed into a different tune, she stood in front of me and said, "You are the one. You have the Spirit." I didn't know what she was talking about, but my body tingled. She then told me she'd been looking for me for a long time and that she knew I'd be a woman. Then she pointed up to the stars out of the tent flap and said that I was going Home. I nearly passed out with the shock! She then said we were 5 million years old and that I was the 'Captain' and I was on a dangerous mission and that I had to be brave. Then she spoke in a language that I didn't understand (sounded Hebrew) then got on her knee, kissed my hand and left! It blew my mind because I felt relieved not scared. My friends were there when it happened and I couldn't explain to them what it was about. Other stuff happened too including 2 more strangers approaching me. I have explained only a fraction of the things that have happened, but I've started to write about it all for a book. I'm not a writer, but I feel I should do this! Now I'm in the US because of another bizarre occurrence (which blew my friends away) without a place to live, no money, no green card and no one to help me figure out exactly what is going on. I'm being looked after by the 'Beings' that are with me in that I have made some wonderful friends who let me sleep on their couches and feed me. In return I help them with their problems and other things of service. I'm really tired now though and all I want to do is have direct contact with my Galactic family, see them and hold them and find out who and what I am and what else I'm supposed to be doing. I need to know where I've been and where I'm from. I know I'm part of the 'One' and therefore the universes are my Home, but I feel that there is a place within it (that isn't the Earth) which is where I came from. I'm sorry this is so long. I have met others' very similar to me, but I still feel different from them. If you can give me any feedback I'd be most grateful. Thanks so much for Being and letting yourselves be seen. One Love in the Light. Peace.
Originally published in Project X Newsletter #56
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